World Of Feliz

我是巫婆

2010-08-27T00:49:00.000-07:00

其实我也可以当一个巫婆，

用我那千年的扫把

往你那虚假的面皮扫去

等到你的面具跌个粉碎

我也可以学着人类

呜呜啊啊得乱喊乱叫

看你那流血不止长满脓包的脸孔

我也可以学着恶魔

歇斯底里的狂笑着

是啊！我鄙视你

我的朋友！

tears in heaven

2010-04-22T21:06:00.000-07:00

hey guys~
i'm having exam in coming week.. kindda stress...
So, why is the title tears in heaven??
One day when i was studying this song came out..
n listen to it.. my tears jz roll down...
the soft music the lyrics is jz so meaning..
the image of me n daddy jz came out..
how much he used to love me.. how he pampered me..
jz wanna share this song with u guys.. try to feel this lyrics..

as one of my lyrics told me..
this singer wrote this song for his passed away son~
full of love...
Enjoy~

Tears in Heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cone pizza date~

2010-04-08T08:29:00.000-07:00

wah~ AGAIN!! long time no blog!
ok~ today i'm going to introduce one nice restaurant to my dear readers~
THAT IS.... TATATA!!!!!i noe this restaurant through my classmate~ they gave good comment on it~ so i decided to give a try~
there are a new outlet around my college at KOTA DAMANSARA~
once i step in~ it was like WAH! i love the decoration.. there are many picture about Italy~ calm n nice... nice lighting as well~
so... i ordered
1)a set which include
a soft drink, a cone pizza(hot and spicy Chicken)n a mushroom soup for only RM 15.90
u can change ur drink from soft drink to ice lemon tea with extra RM 1.00

2) a pasta name Aglio E Olio

The pasta was impressive~ slightly hot ... but still good for me as i love spicy~
yummy!!! 4 star for this food!!

overall- it was really really good restaurant! must try guys!
they gave me a coupon for two FREE MUSHROOM SOUP... on my nx visit! how sweet right??
and also.. the waiteress there?? GREAT!!
good services! AND also.. they are TAX FREE!! NO service charge as well!!

_________________________________________________________________
After the good experience over there....
I decided to bring my other brunch of friends to try the food as well~
The day was my friend's birthday as well!!!
so I WENT AGAIN on the nx day!!!
this time i wanna try something different~

i order a cone pizza with different flavour!!! (Beef supremo)
wanna to try the consistence of their food~
And it was amazing nice as well!!!
Yummy~~

* and i promise wanna to bring my family to try this restaurant...
__________________________________________________________________
So, during the weekend, i beg my grand ma to follow me to the nearest outlet!
Which is IOI Boleuvard...
this time! i thought it might be different since they are in different outlet!
hurm... N u noe wat? the food was unexpectedly as delicous as the other one!!
haha~

so.. i order a creamy Chicken and a classic chicken peperroni~

the creamy chicken-taste was so so...
the classic chicken peperroni- 3 star for it! was good!

And the most unbelievable thing is!
My grand finish A cone pizza by herself!!!
which i cant!look at how she enjoy the cone pizza~~ yummy~~~ um um~~

p.s. I couldn't believe that i visit to this restaurant THREE times in a WEEK! and i'm not bored of it!!! CONE PIZZA wait for me! I"LL BE BACK!!!

so guys!!!!!!!!! CONE PIZZA is a must to Visit!!!!
hope u enjoy the meal over there~

佛说爱情‏

2010-03-16T06:02:00.001-07:00

深夜，寺里一人一佛，佛坐人站。

人：圣明的佛，我是一个已婚之人，我现在狂热地爱上了另一个女人，我真的不知道该怎么办。

佛：你能确定你现在爱上的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人吗？

人：是的。

佛：你离婚，然后娶她。

人：可是我现在的爱人温柔，善良，贤惠，我这样做是否有一点残忍，有一点不道德。

佛：在婚姻中没有爱才是残忍和不道德的，你现在爱上了别人已不爱她了，你这样做是正确的。

人：可是我爱人很爱我，真的很爱我。

佛：那她就是幸福的。

人：我要与她离婚后另娶她人，她应该是很痛苦的又怎么会是幸福的呢？

佛：在婚姻里她还拥有她对你的爱，而你在婚姻中已失去对她的爱，因为你爱上了别人，正谓拥有的就是幸福的，失去的才是痛苦的，所以痛苦的人是你

人：可是我要和她离婚后另娶她人，应该是她失去了我，她应该才是痛苦的。

佛：你错了，你只是她婚姻中真爱的一个具体，当你这个具体不存在的时候，她的真爱会延续到另一个具体，因为她在婚姻中的真爱从没有失去过。所以她才是幸福的而你才是痛苦的。

人：她说过今生只爱我一个，她不会爱上别人的。

佛：这样的话你也说过吗？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在看你面前香炉里的三根蜡烛，哪根最亮。

人：我真的不知道，好像都是一样的亮。

佛：这三根蜡烛就好比是三个女人，其中一根就是你现在所爱的那个女人，芸芸众生，女人何止千千万，你连这三根蜡烛哪根最亮你都不知道，都不能把你现在爱的人找出来，你为什么又能确定你现在爱的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人呢?

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在把一根蜡烛拿到你眼前，看看哪根最亮！

人：当然是眼前的这根最亮。

佛：你现在把它放回原处，再看看哪根最亮！

人：我真的还是看不出哪根最亮。

佛：其实你刚拿的那根蜡烛就是好比是你现在爱的那个最后的女人，所谓爱由心生，当你感觉你爱她时，你用心去看就觉的它最亮，当你把它放回原处，你却找不到到最亮的一点感觉，你这种所谓的最后的唯一的爱只是镜花水月，到头来终究是一场空.

人：哦，我懂了，你并不是要我与我的爱人离婚，你是在点化我。

佛：看破不说破，你去吧。

人：我现在真的知道我爱的是谁了，她就是我现在的爱人。

佛：阿弥陀佛，阿弥陀佛。

my memorable 19th birthday~

2010-03-06T21:05:00.000-08:00

wah!! time jz go so so fast!!!

i still remember the previous time i updated my blog about my 18th birthday~~

look bk.. is like jz yesterday! within a year things change...

i grow up...

this would be my last year of teen!!

nx YEAR 20!! no more teen... sound so scary to me!!!!!!!

argh..........

so now... time to tell my dear reader wat happen~~

my 19th birthday..
let me seperate my celebration into three parts

1stly....

from my lovely classmates~~t
hanks guys.. for planning this....even though is mean!

is really really mean!!

can u imagine... ppl bought the cake not to taste it!!
but jz to smash it on my face!!!!!!!!!!!jz some pic about how the 'party' go!!!

then u can imagine!!!!

location:Segi university College
Date: 25th Feb 2010

my third celebration was with my dearest secondary friend~
specially thanks for Camun to plan this place~ was really really wonderful~
and of course thanks to agnes n Danial for joining n for that wonderful dinner~
love u guys so so much~~ muack muacks~~

the location: the apartment in The curve
date: 28th Feb 2010

yummy cupcakes v had~ so beautiful... hee~ us trying to be SS~ hee...but love everyone 'pose'

end of the nite~ we discover this shop~ haha... is in the curve go check it out~ n u will noe wat is this shop about~

* thanks to all my friends..
And also my 3rd sis for buying me a most precious watch in my life~ i'll take good care of it.. dun worry~
i was a bit disappointing this year cause dint get any celebration from my family.. but i'm sure that they remember.. jz not wishing me~ that's was wat cool family do right?
jz trying to convince my self~ and i hope i'm right~
at last THANKS mum for giving my life.. n make me hav a look of this year~
and daddy... i noe u will always bless all of us~ i miss u~
love u always~

WARNING!!! IMPORTANT!! READ

2010-03-02T09:20:00.000-08:00

EVERYONE!!!
THIS stupid hacker hacked my hotmail AND MY facebook account~

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FACEBOOK N HOTMAIL of MINE is not MINE anymore!!
pls warn ur friends for this~~
pls beware of this e-mail!!

HE/ SHE is the one who hacked me!!!!!!!!
lim_siewteng@hotmail.com
if she added in ur msn blocked her RIGHT NOW!!!

and i have no idea who she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(cause as i noe she start adding my friends and tell them that i'm the one who gave her the e-mail!! i swear to god i dint do such stupid stuff!!!)

ARGH!!! i'm getting mad!!!!!!!!!
god... pls give me bk my account~~ dun wan bad things to happen!!! @@

how ppl can get desperate of food....

2010-02-11T04:31:00.000-08:00

i wonder wat food is coming... yummy.... food....

food where are u???

i'm tired....... i wan food!!!

WHERE IS MY FOOD..... I'm HUNGRY!!!!

I'm exhausted....... food.................................
finally!!!! FOOD!!!!
yummy food....

the feeling comes again~

2010-01-28T07:30:00.000-08:00

hey~
as the title mentioned above....
wat feeling?
erm.. how to express it in words???
Lonely?? nope...
sad?? nope...
i think.. i still prefer the word lonely~

this feeling always come to me whenever I'm alone in the room...
staring at the ceiling~ hugging my bear~ sometimes i even talk to them~
they are the only thing i have~
they are the one who can understand me deeply~
i feel much secure with them~

Human!!! is the word i'll shout if the place i go is crowded!!!
i hate to be surrounded by HUMAN!!!
i hate those human who dint noe how to give way!!!
they only now how to push n wan to be the 1st in all way!!!!
SELFISH!!!
AND i admit i'm one of them!!!!

beside.. i hate HUMAN to be too FLEXIBLE~~
as in emotional flexible~~
they can jz change 360degree in a second!!!!as fast as light's speed!!!!
they can be nice to u now! but once they turn their face... there go the evil!!!!!

Everyone around me will say: Feliz u have a great life.. u have SO many friends~
but deep inside me i noe i dun have a close friend~
Jz a moment ago... my friend(make him to MR.T) ask me~
T:'Hey u seem like something bothering u... u ok?
i smile... :'i'm all right~ i'm cool!" which i noe i'm not!!!
i always do so~ whenever i feel bad about something i tend to keep them to myself~
the only thing i'll do is SILENT~
i feel that the whole world stop at that moment...
i can't hear who is talking beside me..
i can't even feel anything!!!!
i'm jz alone sitting there.... stunt!!

i use to have Friends to come forward n comfort about me~
but now.. at this very moment~
i jz cant find them~

for those who noe me..
u guys should noe i had changed few secondary school..
n i get along with the schoolmate very soon~

as ppl say i'm very sociable~n i am~
since young... i'll nvr be alone.. i'm always the center of the crowd... the attention of everyone!!!
but things change!!!

as i remember my very 1st two closest friend were

Chris n Mag..
yea~ We WERE really close till things change.. which i hav to transfer bk to kl during my F4... n of course v keep contact...
until now... three of us in different college.... different life... different environment~
less contact~ they did visit me during my last sem break...
but i can feel the gap between me n them ... why? may be i'm not staying in MELAKA??
yea i think that is the best reason to comfort myself...

let's go on my friend's list.. NX
Puchong~
Agnes, Carmun, Danial...
yea, We WERE really close too....
Agnes - enroll in KDU.. which not really far from my coll... but still... she is bz with her assignment may be.. which make her no time for contact me ~ n of course she got closer friend to her in Puchong~ so.... NX
Carmun- studying in Tarc... around Petaling Jaya... not really far as well.. bt not really close to me in person~ again.. bz with assignment.. n the close friend~i am so not in the list~NX...
Danial- weirdest man i ever meet in my life...sometime he say is he there.. but mostly he is gone~ no comment~
(p.s i'm not blaming anyone ok~ i'm jz trying to express here~)

go on to my coll-KDU
Chiyin probably...
i'm closest friend to me in KDU~
but now since i'm not in that coll... she is bz with her studies as well...
n of course... with her MR'Right~ hope they will get together soon!!! i pray hard for them~

move on to my life now~ SEGI
closest friend?
Gaya, Eleanor~
as i mention... things change~~
yea... V WERE very 'close'.. but nw?? there is a gap between us...
(*if u guys are reading this... answer this to ur heart!)
u two seems happy together.. n i feel i'm not in the conversation.. n that make me feel apart away from u all~(sound childish la wei!)
but is true~
Gaya- sorry to say that.. but u changed... or may be should say i feel that things change...
i'm sure u feel the same way~ v are seem wearing masks when v talk to each other nw...
SO FAKE~i noe u boshong of something... N ME TOO!!

Eleanor- v memang not much to talk about.. so.. NO comment~

PPL i mention above~
i always keep silent when i bo shong...
cause i noe.. if i speak it out... u all will think that i vry 'small gas'
such a small thing also wan to get angry.....so childish~
i always try to be as mature as i can..
but i'm tired of this!!! i really am!!
n now wat i'm going to do... looking forward.. n will mange my anger n the way i express them~~ BECAUSE!!! i got my secret my weapon behind me....

hope NEW FELIZ coming SOON~~~

LaTeSt FeLiZ

2010-01-25T19:54:00.000-08:00

today gonna introduce the latest ME~

with my latest hair style....
THE NERDY FELIZ~~

believe it or not~
this is my fourth time stepping in a saloon in my life!!
since born i nvr spend a single cent on my hair~
cause my mum use to own a saloon when i was a little girl~
so... when i feel like changing my hairstyle.. wat i nd to do is jz bring my mum's scissors n walk to her~ 'Ma, cut my hair pls~'
n there go my FOC hair cut~

recall back the 1st time i walked into a saloon~
i was 15th.. n thanks to my 3rd sister sponsor me to get my 1st haircut~
n now~i prefer to go to saloon since i already grow up~ no more kiddy hairstyle~
haha~~

before n after~
i use to hav a long hair til waist length~

n now~ a short flinch n a shorter hair length~
i hope to hav a bigger change on my hairstyle soon~
either perm them or straighten them~ any idea??

a leo man n a pisces girl

2010-01-18T01:24:00.000-08:00

LEO MAN

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify
facial ___expression.
His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness.
He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud.
Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person,
but inside he is a strong and secure person.
If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away.
His words always seem normal but mostly imply 'order and demanding'.
He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast.
In a crowd or at work he will act normally,
but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd
and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over
his family and his friends.
He just waits for that right moment.
Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion..
He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a
looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing.
He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side.
He likes people to listen to him.
Even he has such a blunt and bold personality,
he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy
storm on a summer day.
It will only last a short time, then he will be back
a cheery merry person again.
He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not
put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy.
He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned.
When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly.
He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,
except his own mess.
He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability.
You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty.
He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side.
If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart,
or just broken up with one.
Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends.
He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them.
Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels 'in power'.
He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him.
If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke , he can find money still.
He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes.
He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no
money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you.
He likes first class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat.
When he works, he is very serious.
When he parties, he can be a party animal.
If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win.
If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel.
You haveto be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because
your cool stability will control and ease his mood.
If you can not handle or understand him,
your relationship will be like a demolition zone,
a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion.
You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king.
Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too.
If you want his attention the first time you meet, you
better be astounding attractive.
If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking.
He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality.
She is weak and ensitive when it's come to 'Love'.
She can cry if her best friend is breaking up,
and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy
friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all.
You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love.
More or less it will be in Pisces woman.
She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature.
Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover.
She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths.
She likes to dress cute and be cute.
Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin.
Her hands and feet are small and soft.
Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them.
She is a hot lady that everyone wants her.
Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man.
It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way.
She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy.
She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy.
She knows how to please and how to comfort a man.
If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one.
She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now.
She is happy
with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and
it will make her a very unhappy person.
She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself.
She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable
to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills).
She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take.
If you love her , then hold her
tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do
next.

A complex character.
You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong.
You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again.
She has been through a lot, a tough cookie.
She is a dreamer and love the word 'Love', so she is the type who will buy
gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or
an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman.
She can be a total different person before and after.
She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right?
She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry.
She is emotional and extremely sensitive when
she frequently got hurt.
She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone.
She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that
feeling by being stubborn.
She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy.
She does not like to follow any fixed rules.
She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her..

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman.
If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

HERE come the celebration~~

2010-01-12T01:04:00.000-08:00

ok as i promise after i 'recover' i will blog up~ so here they are!!!

my Christmas eve

cool~~ n i'm so proud of my self~~ 4 wat?? u will noe soon!!
after whole day helping my mum in the office i finally can get out of the cage n meet up Agnes n Carmun...
i'm so excited cause hav been ages after the last time i meet them up~ miss them so much~~ hee!!
so~
v plan to go Sunway Pyramid n hang out like last year!
but unfortunately Agnes said no more snow spray for this year~
n they wont be so big crowd as last year also!!
erm. sad case!!
v parked our car outside Sunway Pyramid.. (oh!! i forget an important ppl!! TEDDY!! he was our driver of the nite!! haha...)

n walk in to sunway pyramid~ OMG... the 1st word i said is...."HUMAN EVERYWHERE"
is so pack!! so hard to walk around also!!!
so v decided to get our dinner+supper~
most of the restaurant is full~
Agnes suggest Full House at the beginning n v walk there~ u noe wat!
they only serve Christmas set which is RM 89++ per set!! WTH~
so of course v walk off~~

v end out in Papa Rich,

my milo dinousur~~~ yummy
after meal v went to the Night Park of sunway Lagoon~
free entrance~ hee.. walk around...
but dint manage to go for any ride cause kindda many ppl+ not worthy~
expensive!!!

4 of us~~ before entering sunway lagoon~~
reindeer n us~~ nice pic!!!

after sunway lagoon~ v walk out n decided to check out the clubs~
and for me this is the best part of all~
i always wanna try how is the clubs n malaysia since i nvr been one~
v saw cocobanana full of Human~
lining up to enter!!!
all the girls look so Hot~!~ sexy!!!@@

Euphoria(MOS) was our last destination~
v walk right in front of the clubs n v saw the notice board~
-above 21 years old!
omg~ jz break our mood~
so v jz hang around the door considering whether v should step in..
n not sure about the charge as well!!
but then.. thx to teddy~ he walk to the guard n ask~
girl above 18th are allow~~ hoorey!!!!!
when v decided to walk in the security guard suddenly shout at us~
"AH MOI, COME in now is free!!! v gonna close soon!!"
"Are u 18th? COME in!!!"

haha~
three of us pop pop pop walk in the club~
i proudly show my IC~~ i'm 18!!!
haha!!
but unexpectedly when v step in to the club~ only two little dwarf were on the dance floor~
n is so so quiet.. only DJs were 'high'
v browse around the clubs~ ppl look at us like v are freak or something~
may be the way v dress up doesnt look hot enough~
till 11pm+ Human start walking in the dance floor~
n there go us~
v all start our move too~ some girl were really HOT~ dancing~
but then v are nt in that high mood~
cause all those song played by the DJ werent very nice~
n They actually count down at 12.15am~

v stayed till 1am n decided to go~ cause nothing much to make us stay~
TAda~~ that's my celebration for my christmas eve~
simply n COOL~ proudly announce That i'm LEgal to be in CLUBS~~ haha!!

*new year eve coming soon also~ cause kindda rush in time for my meeting~ LATER~

not in mood

2010-01-01T02:35:00.000-08:00

something going wrong last.... perhaps this year~~

is new year~~ wat happen to me!!!
suppose to be smiling all the time right???
but so not now!!!
tears rolling in my eyes!
heart beating weird! jz so not me!!!!!
something bordering me badly!

i'm suppose to post about my celebration...
but i think i'll jz postpone it~
cause so not in mood for doing tat~~
but i promise i'll share my wonderful Christmas n New Year eve celebration once i recover!!!
may be tonight.. may be tomorrow~ who knows?

so many things to aim at 2010~~

FELIZ's List To Do In 2010
COMING SOON!!!

time to update~

2009-12-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

sometimes really think that blogging is wasting time...
but still so many ppl like or luv to blog...
and apparently i'm one of them~~~

ok... wat should i blog this time?
last event?
oh.. that's alot....
seem to be too bz.....till nearly forget about study!!
ok... dun worry.. i still cooping it~
food perhaps??
oh... that's a lot too...
up on weight this few days.. to much of eating~

ok...
try to go one by one....
event....grandma birthday of course...
trying to recall the date~~wait.........................
oh yeah it was 20th of november...
dun mean to forget.. but it seem like jz happen yesterday... haha..

ok.. 20th of Nov...
is my grandma 77th birthday... yeah.. 77....
grand one...
wait!before i start about that day...
should give some introduction about my beloved grandma of course....

She is a mother of nine children(yeah.. is nine.. but for old generation counted less)
and my mum is he second daughter....
all her children grow up to be very successful....
4/9 are doctors...
and others are professional( accountant, teacher, businesswoman and so on)
yeah~ great right..
she queen of the house~
and of course... all of the grandchildren and child respect her well~
as in real well....

so.. i think that's all about her.. now the celebration....
v get to celebrate at Hei Loi Dang Serdang..
nice food.. nice room.. nice ppl....

so..here v go...
the celebration n some pic....

Nx Event...

erhmmm.. where to go....
oh yeah.. i went bk to home town the nx day...which is (21th of nov)
hew.... bz November....
is was my youngest bro 6 years old graduation....
omg...
suddenly feel that i'm old.......... my graduation was 12 years ago...
a cycle already.... scaring huh?
imagine wat would happen in 12 years time.. i''ll be 30.......... oooohhhhh myyyyyyyy goddd....
ok~ back to my journey..
as usual... bk sp=put on weight=eat eat eat!!

few pictures about the food..
sorry about the picture of my bro graduation..
cause i transfer them to the other pc.. but i'll try to upload...
hee...

the world best laksa~~ trust me.. u won get better laksa than this~ if u do... tell me~

this is call fry bread... trust me.. is so delicous... bread with ham/bak gua and fry.... yeah~~ yummy~that's my mum and my lovely bro... he is cute right??? i noe........lol...

this picture took in the bus when i'm on the way bk~~ funny wei~

so NX~

bk to college of course... and guess wat.. is our beloved friend... Varin's birthday~ wahoo..
of course cant miss the surprise part~ everyone luv surprise...
so.. how ?when wat?
relax... telling one by one...
how? v wish her as normal....

and v give excuse-
US:"v r tired Varin.. so sorry v dint plan anything for ur birthday.. cause u noe..exam coming.... "
Varin:" oh... nvm.. is ok~ go bk and rest well.. bye!"

and after our class v 'rush' to her hostel...
and give a "gotcha call" by Aaron....
"IS THIS VARINDER KAUR? (v even had script for this...)
I'M CALLING FROM THE BURSARY DEPARTMENT OF SEGI UNIVERSITY COLLEGE
AS OUR RECORD, U DINT PAY FOR UR HOSTEL FEES FOR MORE THAN TWO MONTHS.. AND V HAVE SEND MANY NOTIFICATIONS TO U ,AND NO RESPONDS FROM UR SIDE...
SO ND TO MOVE U OUT BY FORCE.. I HAV SEND PPL TO UR HOSTEL NOW...
AND V ND U TO SIGN SOME DOCUMENT... PLS BE IN UR HOSTEL IN 10 MIN...
V WILL NOT RESPONSIBLE ON UR BELONGINGS~"

so... as varin personality... of course she will rush back... tada~ there v go~
SURPRISE~

our tradition of cake~~~

me and the birthday girl~
all of us~(trying to act crazy~)

many more about November events....
but cant blog it now dy...
exam coming.. hav to chiaoz~~~
ppl.. wish me luck for my exam~
tata... later........

Delay

2009-11-25T21:13:00.000-08:00

i find out that i'm really good in delaying..
especially delay my post!!
i'm so sorry guys!!
really bz for stuff this few days! will try my best to update as soon as possible k??

SORRY~

Lastest stuff 2

2009-11-18T02:59:00.000-08:00

my 2nd post about my latest stuff...
that would be the performance that i had been mentioning again n again.
to show the best.
v hav been preparing 7 weeks before the performance..
nearly 5 days per week i hav to meet up with my partner (teddy) to write our script...
luckily he is a nice and funny guy!...
if not i'll b like@@ dead fish!! haha....

of course.. beside script.v nd to prepare our stage property... .

my partner again( teddy).. chee siong to be exact! one of them... my flinstone car!! believe it or not i draw it! i colour it!
i t use to be the worst subject in my life - ART!! and i jz finish my project!! haha!! the devil's horn by one of the performer

beside the hard work....v had a great time preparing all this... i get to get along with everyone...
start chat.... and gossip... haha....

after 7 weeks of hard work. finally the day has come.... 14th of Nov 2009!!
i'll nvr forget this date ever! haha...

all our papa n mama.. was busy arrange our stuff... thank you so so much for helping us to make this nite happen! after v reach there... start possing ss!!
such a big nite how can v dont take pic as memory!! haha...

thanks agnes,camun,danial, lok. bin, yun cheng, 2 jie, justin, han yoong,
for supporting me for this event.. really really thank you!!!!!
love u guys so so much!!! muack~~getting make up! n ready!! thanks for giving me such a nice make up!
make me look totally different... and it make me be more confidence as well!!! finally i graduate!!

*after 7 months of training, we are here....
on our own stage..
many things v hav gone through...
thanks for everyone who give efforts on this very nite!!!
all of us appreciate..without u all. this nite wont happen!!!
lastly, THANK YOU....

Lastest stuff.....

2009-11-14T22:56:00.000-08:00

dear readers.. i'm so sorry for not updating for so long!!!
but now i'm gonna tell all stuff in one post!! haha.....perhaps 2.. haha...

20th-25th oct
as i mentioned in my previous post...
i'm preparing to go Hong Kong..
and finally i been there...
by Mas airline...
thanks to my 3rd sister.. i get sit in business class..
that's a wonderful experience....
a wide and comfortable sit.. nice food..
besides.. i get to see my sister work in the cabin...
and see how they work....
stewardess's work is not easy as v know..
they nd to serve the passenger again n again..
but.. still thanks jie for giving me this opportunity..

v arrive there around 10pm(noted that there are no time difference from malaysia)..
and v stayed in the legal airport hotel..
same building with the airport...
cool! haha.. and that airport hotel is rated as the world best hotel!
get check in and rest!

the next day(21th of October)

i Had waited this day in my life for so long...
i'm going to DISNEY LAND!!!

getting prepare

the ticket

me and mummy in the shuttle bus going disneyland

4 of us.. lining up to take pic with mickey and Minnie...pooh story book!

me at tarzan's house our professional camera girl *more picture is uploaded to FB.. so... hav a look on it! haha...

(22th of October)

The nx day.. my 3rd sis hav to fly bk to Malaysia so...
left 3 of us....
so v went up to DAI YU SAN( The biggest Buddha in the world)
v get a shuttle bus prepare by the hotel....
n ride the cabel car up to the middle of hill.........

and walk all the way up to the top!
When i reach the top.. i was so excited... the Buddha is jz right in front of me.... a huge huge huge buddha............feel so proud of human for building this amazing statue after that get down the hill and had some snacks... my eldest sister's favorite..

after a tiring travel... v get down the hill and ready to meet up my beloved aunty who stayed in Hong Kong for more than 20 years...

my mum was exausted... waiting for train to get to the Hong Kong Station...
The RED taxi where only appears in TV.. is appearing in front of me.. n i'm getting in it! haha...
v get a very special Steamboat in my Aunty's house...and on the right is my beloved uncle..

(23th of OCTOBER 2009)
v went to the peek of Hong Kong.
where u get to see the whole view of the city
the view was wonderful,amazing... i was imagine wat if i can get there at nite..
this make me re cal when i get to Sydney last February...
the view of Sydney view was almost the same.. but it is much more quite..
i saw Mickey there as well.. but this one is not moving.. haha..

v had Burger King as lunch.. yummy...

after lunch v get to the Wax House...
where u can many celebrity

one of them... JAY CHAU David Beckham

*dun Get jealous ya!! haha.....

wont let go the chance to make my own hand wax~ and is much more cheaper than Malaysia.... haha...

At nite v get to the Star Road
where u get to see all the hand print of celebrity...

me and the sister...

(24Th of Oct)
This is the last day b4 v get bk to Malaysia..
and of course my shopaholic sister will not lost the chance of SHOPPING...
and me.. prefer to go hav a near look of Hong Kong...
so.. me n my uncle.. went hiking.. from his house to the city..
v get a bus down to the middle hill...
and start our journey..
on the way i saw many funny stuff..

a trees which is more than 100 years old...

the Girl guide of Hong Kong...

my uncle show me the Ghost house of Hong Kong
this house to be concurt by Japan.. and many ppl killed in this very building..
so.. when u walked by... u can feel the breeze....
scary.. after that.. i did the most scary things in my life.. i ate snake's meat... ewww.... but u noe wat!!

it taste prefectly nice~~ yummy... and this is my beloved uncle....this one call Kai Dan Zai... this one is something like apong kosong~ crispy....

After that.... v meet up my sister and mum who are bz shopping....
and i involved in it as well...
grab some new cloths... and
had dinner in a restaurant...

Yummy dessert~ hee....

thanks to aunty and uncle....

(25TH Nov 2009)

Last day staying In Hong Kong...

gonna leave HOng Kong around 2pm... we get ready

from 8 am in the morning... to many things to pack....

haha

Last picture before fly bk to malaysia....

(sorry for the sport shoe.. i noe i'm suppose to wear heels to match up this dress.. but my foot cant bare it anymore due to walking 5 days non-stop in hong Kong)

Mummy too~

Last words...
mummy and jie jie.. i had a wonderful trip....really had a great time with all of u~
thanks for giving me this chance to travel at hong Kong..
i promise.. some day.. someday.. i'll sponsor all of u to go one more time~
This time.. I"LL BE THE BOSS~~ wakaka~~

attention pls

2009-11-06T21:23:00.000-08:00

everyone i really nd all ur attention now...
jz give me 5 min.. and read through this very important passage....
it is very important to me~~

Hi all,

You are invited to PJS Mandarin Public Speaking Class Graduate Ceremony.

The details are as below:

Venue: Chempaka Buddhish Lodge Hall (Petaling Jaya)
(Near to Taman Megah and the Nearest LRT is Kelana Jaya LRT)
Date: 14 November 2009
Time: 7pm
Entrance fee: RM10/person

PJS Mandarin Public Speaking Class is an organisation that provides opportunity to learn basic skills in mandarin public speaking for the public for a small fee of RM20 per month. Anyone regardless of how old, you can join this class as long as you are willing to learn and have a passion to learn. We have graduates from as young as 18 years old( i'm the one~~ haha) to 60 years old.

At the end of the mandarin Public speaking class, there will be a graduate ceremony which is organize by the mentors and graduates from the Mandarin Public Speaking Class. During this graduation ceremony, graduates will displayed their skills they have learnt during the last 6 months.

This year, it will be held in Chempaka Buddhist Lodge Hall in PJ. That night there will be 7 performances and presentations ranging from humorous talkshow, perceptual poetry, dancing, sketch and tongue twister recital. The graduates will be performing these performances in Mandarin.

Please do come and enjoy this wonderful performance for just RM10 per person. Ticket sales are available at the door as well.

As this meaningful event is organised especially for the graduates, we sincerely appreciate if you can sponsor our event.

thanks for reading... i really hope v can see a lot a lot of audience on that nite~~
especially my family of course...
( mama, gor gor, jie jie, i noe u guys might not be free on that nite.. but i really hope u all can attend..i nd ur support)
as i remember.. i had nvr be so serious before..
not my study.. not my relationship..
but this very event...
all of us had tried our very best to make this nite happen...
so.. i sincerely invite all of my friend attend this event~

love. FELIZ...

two yolks in an egg....

2009-10-17T22:40:00.001-07:00

this morning had brunch with family... grandma show me an special egg...
two yolks in an egg...
amazing huh?( i sound 38...)
this is the video how i crack the egg...

before the egg cracked....the left one is the weirdo... and the right one is a normal egg!!big different huh???
the twin egg yolks@@...........
after my hard work! haha.... nice one right??food is always the best after cooked by ur own**.. yum yum....

i think is impossible to find this kind of guys in this world anymore

2009-10-16T02:00:00.000-07:00

a friend send this to me through e-mail.. i find it meaningful..
IF U ARE GUY.. PLS READ IT...
if u love her.. u hav to learn how to protect her~~~~
一个男孩的心声：

当你脱下她衣服裤子的同时　你就要负责让她为你穿上婚纱

我是男孩，我理解男孩的心情，我也知道在青春期的时候，我们对女孩，尤其是自己的女友充满了好奇．并且我们都在自己的内心里想过要偷尝禁果。

于是，我们会对自己的女友说出自己的想法，甚到提出性要求。
而女孩呢，说真的，当女孩真的爱上男孩的时候，是愿意为男孩做任何的事情。
她们为了满足她们心爱男孩的需要，为了不让心爱的男友失望，尽管她们的心里充满恐惧，一些女孩还是会答应男友的要求。

我想知道的是在发生性关系的时候有多少男孩注意过自己的女孩的表情？
在要发生的那一刻，她们脸上表现出来的多半是害怕，焦虑和不安，并不是满足和欲望！
在这个时候的我们男孩又在注意什么呢？我们有没有注意到她们的表情？
有没有想过她们当时的心里的感受？
我说了我也是男孩，
因此，我知道，在那个时候我们最想做的就是让自己的欲望得到发泄，
让自己很久的愿望得到实现．
曾经我也和很多人一样，想要和自己爱的女孩发生那样的关系，
并且向她提出了我的要求，像我说的那样她答应了。

我知道当时的她并不知道那意味着什么，也不知道究竟要发生些什么。
我猜当时的她只知道：＂这是我男友的愿望，是他想要的，我就要满足他，只要他高兴就好。”
女孩真的没有想过其他的事情。
就在我要进入她的身体的时候，我抬起头看了她一眼，当我看到她那双无辜的眼睛紧紧的闭着的时候，我突然发现自己是那么的禽兽不如，
难道我曾经对她说过的那些海誓山盟，许下的那些誓言．
通通都是在骗她吗　我真的爱她吗　

我感觉得到她在发抖　我知道她很害怕于是我轻轻的爬在她的耳边问了她一句：＂你害怕吗？＂
她睁开眼睛看着我，我看得到她的泪，她点点头．接着我又说了一句：＂那我们还是不要做了．￣￣￣￣我又再一次看到了，
我爱的她美丽的笑容，她抱住了我开心的说了一句：＂我爱你！＂
我突然间觉得很开心，很快乐，
这些通通胜过了满足我的欲望所能得到的快乐，
我发现那个也并不是很重要了，
我还有更重要的，那就是她，我最爱的宝贝．

我说我的故事只是想说一点，当女孩爱上男孩的时候，
她们愿意为我们做任何的事情，付出任何的代价而且也不会后悔，
但是，我们做为男人是不是也应该为她们做一点事情？

学会爱护她们、尊重她们、关心她们，也让她们为拥有我们真挚的爱开心呢!

男孩子,你们听见了吗?

preparation

2009-10-10T22:02:00.000-07:00

waoh... so many things to prepare...
1)test coming real soon.. which is tomorrow...
even tough is a small test... but then still stand a very high marks in my exam...
hope the test gonna be as easy as ABC.. haha....

2) prepare to FLY~~ hoorey.. finally i got a chance to disney land~~
I"M going to hong kong on 20th~~~ yahoo.. excited man.. really cant wait to be there...
disney land always be my dream when i was a little girl...
princess around u? mickey mouse dance with u ? take pic with mickey~~~
so so so many image in my mind now..

3) prepare for my speech... 14th of nov is gonna be my big big day...
wat big day?
after 6 months of class.. finally i graduate... from my public speaking class..
i'm goona be one of the MC on that day...
important role... and hard role as well..
hav to be real prepare for that day...
so my partner and i.. hav to meet up at least thrice a week..
hard wei..
but then.. thanks god that i hav a amazing partner..
he is very helpful.. kind.. and.. gentle..
even tough he is a banana.. but then he is willing to learn this is thing that i respect him the most~~ good learner and FAST LEARNER...
AND he has a nickname among us.. which is....................

TEDDY BEAR~~

and that's him.......he really look like a teddy bear right..(chubby)And his name is Chee Siong..
*teddy dun get angry i post u up k?hee...

*oh ya.. guys.. on 14th Nov.. everyone is invited.. I'm not really sure about the location yet..
I'll inform real soon.. i think is gonna be around Damansara Jaya..
Entrance fee: RM10(jz to support for our hard work, confirm worthy!!)
Time:7 pm
erm... BUT.. u nd to understand chinese of course... if not u will be blur down there...
if u dun mind..then.. pls attend.. i nd ur supports!! haha~~

yiqizoudao一起走到

2009-10-07T04:15:00.000-07:00

jz to introduce this songs to everyone..
is a very meaningful songs.. where inspire me in my life...
*listen to the music and enjoy the lyrics...
btw.. this song will be my public speaking class... graduation theme song～～
i'm sure most of us will cry on that nite...
i'll introduce more about the graduation soon..
and u noe wat.. everyone is invited to attend this graduation
BUT.. u nd to understand chinese...
if not u'll really get bored there....

last but not least...
enjoy the song~~

是否还记得
从前美丽的天色
那时天很蓝
我们的未来都在不远地方晴朗着
一切都变了
生命不只是快乐
浓浓黑雾笼罩我们
暴风雨就要来了
但谁说不能
肩并着肩站稳
我们用心和用爱创造
让新的世界诞生
在我心中我知道
这是永恒的长跑
好不容易来到这里
明天还要追更多荣耀
把自己角色扮演好
全力以赴每一秒
和我的家人和我的朋友
向着目标手牵手一起走到
这又是起点
我们有一样心愿
当我们团结
狂风巨浪也不能阻挡我们走向前
谁害怕改变
只要紧握着信念
心中有梦没有遥远
跨出去就在瞬间
但谁说不能
肩并着肩站稳
我们用心和用爱创造
让新的世界诞生

we will get there
remember the days, we sat out together with faith?
remember the times, so fine, when we thought that
nothing could stand in our way?
then things weren't the same
the life that we knew had to change
we've struggled through, the darkest storms
we thought we couldn't tame
together we've tried,
as we stood side by side
i knew we'd build a new world
a world of hope for ever after
*********************************chorus
deep in my heart i just know
right from the start, we will grow
look where we are, we've come so far
and there's still a long, long way to go
with all of my heart, i will care
i'll play my part, i will share
with family and friends, together we'll stand
and in the end, hand in hand
we will get there

so now we begin, working together to win
believing in trust, it must
be possible to overcome anything.
*************************************
there's so much to do
there's so much we can contribute
by sharing just a little love
we will start again anew
so why don't we try? if we stand side by side
i know we'll build a new world
a world of hope for ever after
deep in my heart i just know
right from the start, we will grow
look where we are, we've come so far
and there's still a long, long way to go
with all of my heart, i will care
i'll play my part, i will share
with family and friends, together we'll stand
and in the end, hand in hand
we will get there

my life changing

2009-10-03T22:37:00.000-07:00

my life is changing..
some change good.. some change bad...

let us start with the bad one 1st......
~ last time i tot i hav a wonderful life with friend
two weeks ago.. everything turn the other way round...
-college friends dint act the way i tot they was..
i tot i jz nd to be myself.. but then.. the truth told me that i'm wrong...
if one ppl say i'm wrong may be he/she might be wrong..
but if 10 ppl saying i'm wrong.. i think is time for me to change my attitude..
~last time i really think i'm the princess for everyone..
they hav to do wat i say..
they hav to think the way i wan them to be..
overall.. i'm selfish..
~many ppl said that i'm spoil..
and everytime i will admit it.......
'ya i'm spoil.. so wat! if u wan to be with me.. deal with it!'
now.. i think bk.. it sound ridiculous~ terrible~ horrible~
i think that's all....

ok.. i tot the bad one going to be real long.. but then when i start writing it out.. it wasn't..
the good thing is...
i decide to change all the bad thing to good..
i decide to change my self.. my attitude..
but then.. guys.. i really nd time for that..
i hav been like this since 18 years ago..
so.. it might take one day to change.. or may be 1 month.. or even 1 year.. who knows..

but..... everything gonna be fine.. ppl pray for me...

wat am i thinking?

2009-09-23T03:58:00.000-07:00

wat is in u?
sad? happy? angry?strong?

to survive in this society..
most of the time u hav to hide ur real self..
until u forget who are u in the beginning..

i'm really tried of pretending strong...
one of my friend told me..
no matter how strong a girl could be someday she will drop her tears...
no matter how good she hide someday she'll release it...

and two month and 20 days i tot i was being myself...
and i tot S really accept it from the bottom of the heart..(S-jz name the someone as S)
and after two month and 20 days.. S told me that S can't do it anymore...

AND now... should i pretend back again?
pretend that everything b4 that wasn't real?
pretend that everything b4 doesn't exist?

i'm confuse... stay strong is the only thing i can do!!
as grandpa say.. listen to ur heart...
yup yup yup... is time for me to listen to my heart....
may be it could take two days to find the answer.. or may be it could be two months or even longer..
but someday.. someday.. i'll find that!!

God pls bless me...

blogging??

2009-09-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

wat's actually blogging about? jz telling everyone about ur personal life?
i hav no idea why i started blog at the 1st time.. may be jz because everyone hav 1. so i follow...
as my sis say i always follow the trend...
but as wat i noe.. i follow my heart..i'll do watever i feel like doing....

ok rubbish all around.. bk to myself..
jz few update for this few days...

start with my new sem!! and ppl around(especially my eldest sis) will start asking...
how's study?
and the only answer i had was...
LIKE THAT LO... that wat youngster would say right?

my class....
3 co-subject..
Physic
Math
Chem

summary about the sub n lecturer...
Phyics- my lec-HOT.. she is a very young woman...probably 27 of age..chinese of course...
-i luv the way she dress up
-she talks soft but clear...
-really good in explaining..
- very systematic(as in teaching accordingly to wat she plan)
-and the important thing is.. i jz get full 10 marks today for my assignment!!
*hope she won go differently through out the class....

Math-my LEC??- yeu... her name is MS Jiwamalar..
the 1st day of class she emphasize her name Jiwa..
and my friend said that she is Ms.Sakit Jiwa.. at 1st i feel bad to say that..
but after 3 class i had.. i really think that is so true...
-SHE CRAP ALOT
-say alot of nonsense stuff...(human life)
-how u should behave in math lesson... and u noe wat.,. she even has her
own math attitude..
"if u r a math person u hav that math attitude.. u jz follow watever
the lecturer say but not questioning.. you noe some ppl jz can't stop
question cause they are not math type of person.. and if u are not
that person you shouldn't be in this class.. bla bla bla......."
imagine she non-stop saying about this stupid topic for 30 min.. n dint even start her lesson!!!
i get really mad!!!!!!!!!!!
-she is very selfish... there are alot of foreign student in my class...
around 10 of them.. and they are kindda slow learner...real slow.. they dun
understand very simple math...
nt even modern math... not trying to say i'm smart.. but they really slow us down...
and the point is MS S*** J*** actually said'If u can;t follow the class i think
you shouldn't be here... you should get something that u can
follow..."AND.. there goes her story again n again...
*really hope she will realize this ASAP.. so that v wont suffer....

Chemistry-my lec- is a lady.. malay.. but she dun speak eng like malay..
-helpful...
-willing to explain UNTIL v get understand...
-Quite punctual...
*hope she keep'll all this.. so that v can get more interest in this sub...

classmates- of course gt the 'brainess'... who are really hardworking type..
go library right after class even got no homework or revision..
-got the normal type(of course i'm one of them).. jz do their job... and of
course pay attention to the lec....
-the blur type(most of them are the foreign student) they jz dun understand
wat the lec talking about.. And they dun ask question.. jz sit there and look at
the blank paper
and everytime in class i can see many many many question marks around
their head turning around... really pity them....
Classmate kindda quiet ... not really kindda but really quiet..
i'm always the one who 'talks' alot (as usual)..
may be is jz the beginning of the class so... hope v get to noe each other n v'll change!!!!!
AND GAYA.. get well soon.. CLASS WITHOUT U iS BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

珍惜眼前

2009-09-10T02:12:00.000-07:00

grandpa.. pls read this and give some comment.. my speech for tomorrow.. reader.. any comment that can make me improve.. pls do so.. left 24 hours...
太太在二十五岁时侯问丈夫，你错过了什么？
丈夫沮丧地回答她：我错过一个新的工作机会。
三十五岁时，丈夫生气地告诉她：我刚错过了一班公车。
四十五岁时，丈夫伤心地说：我错过与亲人见最后一面。
五十五岁时，丈夫失望地说：我错过了退休的好时机。
六十五岁时，丈夫匆匆地说：我错过了看牙医的时间。

一如往常，太太总是报以微笑，而微笑中总带着寂寞。七十五岁那年，太太不再问丈夫了。此时，丈夫正跪在病危的太太面前，想起太太每隔一段时间总要问他的问题，他反过来问太太，而太太的微笑中带着解脱地回答：“这一生，我没有错过你。”此时，丈夫早已泪流满面，原以为两人可以永远在一起，所以终日忙着工作与琐碎的事，却从不曾用用心体贴朝夕相处的另一半。这时，丈夫紧抱着太太说：“这辈子，我错过你五十年的深情……”

珍惜，真的要在错过后才能感受吗？

没有人知道明天会怎样。所以珍惜现在！
人生短短几十年, 人生有着开心与快乐.有着悲伤与痛苦.有着仇恨与嫉妒.有着不解的情缘.
人生最重要的不是金钱,不是权利,而是珍惜.珍惜你眼前人,很多人在自己拥有的时候不知道珍惜,不知道珍惜父母对他默默的爱,不知道珍惜朋友之间的友谊,更不知道珍惜时光,等到所剩不多的时候才知道去珍惜,更有的人明知道所剩不多却还不知道珍惜,只是胡乱的懊恼;悲伤与后悔,其实每个人在人生的每一个阶段都会注定要失去一些自己最心爱的东西.
但是,当你回忆起往事,你想想你珍惜过吗?努力的去珍惜了吗?

有一个朋友告诉我他的亲生经历。他千心万苦要考上大学，结果只差一份。我问他后悔吗？
他回答说是：“路是自己走的,不管最后是正确的还是错误的,我不怨天也不怨地,因为这一切都是自己造成的.“
其实,我们仔细想一想,人生不过短短几十年，,小的时候不知道珍惜,长大了,虽然知道什么叫珍惜,但天不从人,你的负担'家庭,事业给了你重重的压力,使你有着太多的无耐。每个人的人生都很不容易,都有着自己最值得骄傲的往事,也有着悲伤的往事,每个人都有自己的同学,在一起的时候不多说话,还可能会有一些误会,等你毕业了,离开了母校,离开了同学,就在也不可能回到那种校园时光,几年之后,在回忆起那种校园时光,你一定很伤心,因为你当时没有珍惜,那时候已经晚了.时间不会因个人的悲伤与痛苦而倒流.。

人的一生有一些注定要失去的,有一些你完全可以把握的住,我希望每个人都应该去珍惜,不管最后失去还是得到,至少你在次回忆起时,你不会后悔,因为你珍惜过,努力过,所以你无怨无悔. 生命其实就是这么脆弱！比起那些灾民，我们真的很幸运，我们晚上能谁个好觉吃个热饭，健健康康！
正因为如此我们更要珍惜眼前，我们现在所拥有的不是自己最满意的，但是对于一个失去生命的人是个莫大的奢求！

我们可能因为生活、工作、家庭等原因有不开心的时候，或者我们面临着一个又一个问题，一个又一个烦恼，其实这些与失去生命相比，又算什么呢！
我们可能有份不如意的工作或工作的压力太大、问题太多，但总比没有工作的好；
我们可能偶尔生病，但是数日之后，我们依然身强体壮；
我们可能家庭不是很幸福、父母的身体不是很好、子女读书可能不是很聪明、也可能我们没有更多的钱，
但是我们有个完整的家，难道这个不是最重要的吗？
所以让我们珍惜眼前吧！

人很奇怪，每每要到失去后才懂得珍惜。其实，幸福早就放在你的面前。肚子饿得不行的时候，有一碗热腾腾的拉面放在你眼前就是幸福；累得半死的时候，躺在软软的床上是幸福。珍惜眼前的人，眼前的工作，眼前的条件可能是我们最大的财富！人可以有理想，但是不能好高骛远！
不要因为生活中的小矛盾，小烦恼，小问题影响了我们的心情！因为这些其实都不是问题，这些可能都是来磨练我们的意志，让我们变的更加成熟！
当婴儿出生，第一声啼哭，第一次上学，第一次工作，第一次恋爱，第一次生病，第一次痛苦。当我们还在盼望着许多第一次的时候，最后一次开始逐渐替代我们的人生。最后一次哭泣，最后一次上班，最后一次握手，最后一次见到，最后一次呼吸。幸福与痛苦往往就在我们尚未真正明白的时候就已经转化，过去与未来相互交替。在这里，我不是苦恼我们失去的东西，也不是执着我们获得的东西，因为那些都没用。我只是告诉大家一个我的认识：珍惜眼前人，也就是活在当下。
人生无常，赶紧把握当下，把心中的感激告诉爱你的人，把每一天都当成人生的最后一段，即使走了，也能让自己及身边的人了无遗憾。

pic of our'gang'(WE YES)

2009-09-03T10:08:00.000-07:00

our group come with 12 of us!! big gang..
include IT ,Commerce, Science, Business management ,Mass com student..
5 boys and the rest girls...
1 Malaysia mah! AHcheh.. patriotic sial.. haha...
got three races.. indian.. chinese... AND Sigh

there goes our crazy pic... Sangeta surprise birthday party +last class for moral study 11 ppl in the fitting room?stuck!!!yoke kuan, sangeta, gaya, aaron
emily,xin yi, varin and ME

up on the building!!! acting cool!!!WE YES!!!(aaron n bean not in-too bad)

My Kind of Boy

2009-08-15T01:44:00.000-07:00

Now, here's what you're supposed to do, and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes, delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends here in Blogspot to answer this. Then see what happens.

If you a guy- post this as my kind of girl..
If your a girl- post it as my kind of boy..

*can i choose not to do this?so many question to answer!!!!!!!!!!
fine!~ u tagged me n i'll do it!

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?
not really! as long as he luv me! who cares about looks!

2. Smart?
not too dumb of course~~~~~

3. Preferred age?
same age or two years older!!!!!i concern about this~! haha~~

4. Preferred height?
taller of course!!!! i dun wan to hold a dwarf out!! haha!

5. How about sense of humor?
yup yup...

6. How about piercings?
one on the LEFT hand of the ear!! not other place pls..... eu......

7. Accepts you for who you are?
of course! i'm who i am! deal with it!

8. Pink hair?
omg!! ah beng!!

9. Mushy or no?
erm.. abit will do!!! romantic perhaps!

10. Thin or fat?
as long as good to hug!!!! teddy bear!!!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
anything!

12. Long hair or short hair?
guys with long long hair!!!!! no way!

13. Plastic or metal?
erm..... about?

14. Smells good?
pls dun smell HAPAK!!!

15. Smoker?
NO NO WAY~~ if u r a smoker! out of my sight!

16. Drinker?
drinker is ok! but not drunk!!!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
hee.....~~

18. Muscular?
erm.. not too muscular till i cant bite!!!!

19. Plays piano?
that will be so romantic!!

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
cool~~

21. Plays violin?
awww....

22. Sings very good?
not all the time pls.... i mean dun sing while i'm eating!!!!!

23. Vain?
pls dun! jz be urself!

24. With glasses?
i dun mind!! not wearing glass?cute! wearing glass?cool!!

25. With braces?
ermm.. let me think about it!

26. Shy type?
not to shy pls!! killing me!(wanna meet my friend? "i very shy" hallooooooo.....)

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
be urself!!!

28. Active or passive?
active

29. Tight or bomb?
?????

30. Singer or dancer?
can i wan both!! sound so greedy!! hee

31. Stunner?
erm...i wan u to be mine! haha~~

32. Hiphop?
wu.......

33. Earrings?
bling bling!!!

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
oh no~~~~~

35. Dimples?
witty!! cuttie!

36. Bookworm?
not too.. spend more time with me!

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
tat will be sweet!

38. Playful?
wat way?

39. Flirt?
not all around! with me is ok!! hee...

40. Poem writer?
old fashion!

41. Serious?
certain time pls!

42. Campus crush?
not bad!!

43. Painter?
dun paint of my house wall!!!

44. Religious?
great

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
exactly!! dun make me kill u !

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
omg~ same! spend more time on me!

47. Speaks 20 languages?
wah!!!!

48. Loyal or faithful?
faithful

49. good kisser
yum yum!!

50. loves children??
pls!! but when my child born! he/she is mine! haha

I tag....
Christine Lee
Maggie
Jason LOW
Agnes Toh
Camun Chan
Livoon

only do it when u hav time!!! haha... omg !! i finished!~

nice words for all my friend!!

2009-08-09T23:40:00.000-07:00

谢谢你曾经陪伴着我..~
谢谢你做我的朋友..^^
谢谢你让我的回忆更美满..
希望我们以后还能继续联络哦..
记得永远都不要忘记我哦...

许许多多的以前，许许多多的回忆..
如今将挂上一个美丽的句号...
这些回忆让我们的童年添加了色彩..
让我们都经过快乐，悲伤，忧虑，害怕...
期盼着要到的将来，
等待着要到的未来..
大家的友情，
永远都没有句号，
大家的友情，
永远都没有污点..
把每一份真诚的友谊，
都藏在心中..

你是我的朋友，我希望你知道这个是真的..
无论发生什么事，我都会站在你这里;
当你需要我的时候，我一定会出现,

给你援手，助你一臂..
有需要的时候尽管来找我..
不因为为什么,
只因为我们是朋友..
虽然我们毕业了，分离了.
不希望你忘掉我..
不希望你憎恨我..
只希望你记住我~
一定要记住哦！
希望我们友谊万岁~

rush rush rush

2009-08-07T10:20:00.000-07:00

late nite.. jz bk from my chinese public speaking class.. tired!!
i failed my test this time.. my speech was about my lovely dad!! too bad!!
but daddy i promise i'll give a better speech nx weeek, n make sure i pass!!!!!

The amazing things for this weekend is..! i stay in the hostel !! Not that i dun miss home!
Halo.. i'm a home sick person ok!
js because i hav tons of assignment to rush up!!!!
3 assignment in a week!! no WAY!!!
exam on @4th!!
DIED!!!!!!@@

sorry guys. jz a small update!!! my eyes are closing!
*and u!! can u either switch off ur ph when u r assleep or answer my call?!! dun la... ppl call u dun wan answer......WU@@ sad sad!!

NITEZ GUYS!! sweet dream! sleep tight!!
*nite daddy.. thanks for blessing me today!and giving me courage to be on the stage!! €

upset@@

2009-08-03T04:02:00.000-07:00

this very sunny morning.. woke up by a call from Agnes!!
wake up dy? (the sound was s nice......)
sleeping ah? nvm la.. if i tel u later u can't sleep...
*nvm la... jz tell...
.........'s father pass away...
*har???? (i stunt)

AGAIN?that the 1st word from my mind!
My tears roll down my cheeks!!
WTH!! this is the 3rd friend i heard in this years!!
god it isn't fair... y r u takin away ppl love ones!!!!!!
did they did somethings wrong that make u angry til u hav to take away their life?
i noe u hav ur plan... but pls listen to ppl prayers as well!!
THAT"S NOT FAIR!!

i get up from my bed n start calling.....to look for transport!
be in the funeral around 1.30pm..
saw her!! she is strong!!! stronger than anyone i saw in my life..
i hug her... n say "stay strong girl"!
pray her dad..... n saw she dad for the last time.....
my tears start again!!
it recalls me about daddy!!!
v sat there and start sharing our story.......
her dad gone peacefully!!!
uncle..... u had been a great dad... n a great friend's dad...
thanks for fetching me all the time..

last word....
RIP.......

debate

2009-07-25T23:16:00.000-07:00

.
i join a Chinese public speaking class few months ago..
purpose of joining?
1. Cause i dreamt that i might be a host in the future...
2. improve myself on speaking technique
3. stage fright?? (i think so...)

In this few months i gone through the happy n sad..
Glad that i met many many friends where v hav the same learning spirit..
even aunty uncle... they are 40+ even 50+
but they are brave enough to step out n speak on the stage!(claps for them)

my meeting is on every friday....
So.. going there is like a bridge for me to go home...
Every week going to class is like my aim...
cant wait to go... cause after that i'll be in home....(home sweet home)
from monday to thursday i'll be bz preparing my speech.. hope to give the best shot on the stage...
last two friday.. v have our own debate!!!
1st time in my life...
hav real good experience.....
4 in a group.. 2 girls two boys...
having team work isn't easy!y ?
two of the girls are studying+ staying in the hostel..
two boys working.... n most of the time OT!!
get time to hav a meeting? hav to plan from the beginning of the week!
luckily i'm having a great team!! everyone pay an effort for the debate!!!
This my my lovely team(those in blazer) those in white are our counseller!! thank you so so much!!!!!!!!!
our counseller is the best i ever see in my life...
be there 24-7... any time u call they are there to help u!!!
AND guess wat!! my team WON in the quater final!!
coming friday.. is gonna be our finals!!!!!!!!
31th july 2009
7.30pm...
location PJ..
pls come n supoort us!!!
haha.....

GOoD Luck for all the participant!!! WIN OR LOSE.who cares! WAT v concern is the journey that v gone through together!!!!!!

update

2009-07-21T06:27:00.000-07:00

hey guys.. here to update about FRIENDS in college...

gang of mine... from left
1.Gaya(she is the closest to me cause v two stay in the hostel.. cook.. talk.. sport.. so cool luv u darling)Foundation in science
2.Me of course
3. Duncan(he is from ipoh n a nice guys... and he has a prefect voice...)foundation in commerce
4.Ken LEE( haha v hav a same surname.. n driving vios)foundation in science
5.Xin Yi(same course but dun noe her well...)foundation in science
6. Yoke Lee(kind girl.. very helpful as well)foundation in science
7.Sangeta(she is a sikh(means girls singh) pretty girl)mass com
8.Emily(she look like foreign.. nice girl+banana)cutty)mass com
9.Varin(she is suppose to be in the photo but.. dint wear white so dint join in)foundation in commerce

This is my group for moral study presentation.. our title is about ENVIROMENT.. and so Terror la... 1st group to present.. hope v get high marks for that..

i'll introduce one by one soon....
i have wonderful life here with wonderful ppl.....
have fun guys!!!!!!!!!!

home sweet home..

2009-07-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

finally i noe wat the feeling of home..
2 week in hostel(to be exact is five days la).. no good meal.. my bro say i slim down(happy)...
week in college -tough
two words-SEGI SUCKS!!!(no offences)
1.stick the label (wireless zone) but not every place have the line...if u wanna on9 have to walk all the way out of hostel to the lobi...
2.toilet in the hostel.. worst.. the pipe burst for more than two days.. no one fix it!!
the water jz flow.......wat a waste...

now everything cooked at home is the best in the world...
even jz a plain simple Maggie mee...

college make me far away from friends and family..
everyone start their own life...
some seem like i jz disappear from his/her life..
i dint noe if they delete my name from there contact in ph/msn/or in the mind as well...
for those ppl... go on ur life..n i will too...
i'll live better than b4...

good luck guys!!!

moving out...

2009-06-30T01:07:00.000-07:00

everyone in the world... i'm officially moving out..
to my hostel in SEGI!!
ok... i noe it sound weird...
here come my very confirm n new college...

my college is located in kota damansara...
is actually quite far from puchong.. it nd 40-1hour drive from here..
so to avoid jam... accident..
my family allowed me to stay in the hostel..
i have real cheap hostel..
rm250 fully aircond.. furniture..
BUT is a sharing room with two person..AND sharing toilet with the whole floor!!!
i wonder how my roommate going to look like..
will they be nice?
how will they react when they see me....

i'm going to move my stuff to my room tomorrow!
kindda exited..
kindda worry..
watever is it..
i'm going bk home every weekend..
haha.. no nd to wash cloths myself!! wahoo....

daddy pls bless me..
haha...
NEW environment AGAIN..
hope have more fun in coll...
btw... i'm taking FOUNDATION IN SCIENCE..

that's all..
take care guys.. luv ya!!

*'babe'.. i noe u gonna worry about me.. but pls dun! i'll promise i'll take gd care of myself k!!!

Happy Father days Daddy!

2009-06-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

today is father's day.. so do u guys enjoy?
in the morning... went to mid valley to go find out about my future again!
saw bk the same college/uni.. but different course now...
the last time i went there was last year... looking about mass com..
time doesn't wait, half year gone.. n many things happen...
get try every stuff... college.. form6? work? relationship break down? stuck!

walk around mid valley... banner about fathers day around...
But i noe one thing!! I will nvr have a chance to celebrate that day anymore!!
daddy... y u leave us so early...
u haven see us marry n get child yet!
that isnt fair!
so... for those SMOKERS!! pls quit!
is not fair to ur family!once u r gone.. u dint noe how pain they are!
SELFISH!!

This few days.. my life isn't that smooth... fail my public speaking test!(y do i stuck this in)
dun noe y... friends isn't close to me.. try to contact.. but seem no respond..
cold life! sleep work.. bk home.. sleep!!!
DADDY!! pls... bless us... all of us...

life going wrong...

2009-06-17T07:59:00.001-07:00

my life had changed...
today is my third day of 'work'....
basically.. out of no where my sis call me to study as a pharmacy..so hope that i get to noe more about pharmacy life...
as my 3rd sis friend run a pharmacy in kl.. so. i get a chance to learn from him...
That's my boss, Chung Leng! haha...
My boss have three branch.. two at jln. Ipoh.. the other one is in sri Gombak..
Working life isn't that bad as i thought... I have fun working..
but the worst thing is to travel 14 station by lrt... And get packed in the lrt!!
but at least i get to spend my time reading in the lrt!! at least it makes my times going fast!

that's all for now... tc@@

guys nvr noe wat girl suffer!!!

2009-06-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

莫名其妙的和她上床，也糊裡糊塗的接受她。

明知自己不是她第一個男人，但為了孩子，不得不娶她。

就因為不是她第一個男人，他一直懷疑肚子裡的孩子真是他的嗎？

孩子出世了，和他如同一轍，宛如一個模子印出來一樣，

他才承認這是他的對她的疑心也隨著一句句的∼∼孩子跟你好像。∼∼漸漸降低。

今天是他們結婚第二年，沒有鮮花，沒有甜言蜜語，

當然也不會有燭光晚餐。

淑靜照往常一樣靜靜地在家等候柏正，已經十點了，他還沒有回來。

這是當初她選擇他的其中原因之一，但是她萬萬沒想到，博正的處女情節會那麼深。

從結婚到現在，只要淑靜拒絕柏正，柏正都會說：

「又不是沒經驗，裝什麼處女。嫌我技術比妳以前的男人差？」

可是淑靜想要解釋，柏正又說：「好啦！好啦！我知道啦！妳不用說了，

正妳學歷比我高，口才比我好嘛！」

就這樣，淑靜過著做不能做，說不能說的婚姻生活。她好痛苦。

他們平均一個月回去鄉下一次，看公婆也看小孩。小孩已經一歲了，

稍微會扶著東西走路。淑靜除了逗弄小孩之外，還掃地，洗衣；中午她把飯煮好叫大家來吃。

小姑舀了一些蘿蔔湯起來「媽，妳今天怎麼把蘿蔔切的這麼大塊？」

「那是妳二嫂煮的。」婆婆把責任推給媳婦。

淑靜的大伯看到淑靜好像快哭出來，連忙說：「你們怎麼那麼笨，蘿蔔切大塊煮起來才好吃

，妳沒看到外面的人賣蘿蔔湯都是切這樣的嗎？」

淑靜看著大伯站出來替自己圓場，可是博正一句話也不說，心不禁冷了下來。

過年期間，許多親戚都來到鄉下拜年，有的還會住下一，二天；淑靜坐在小板凳，

看著像一座小山的衣服不禁皺起眉頭。

剛剛大伯看到淑靜抱著一大桶衣服往外走，就說丟到洗衣機就好了，

可是婆婆說衣服用洗衣機洗會變皺，而且這些衣服都是新的，一定要用手洗；

淑靜只好把衣服抱到外面洗。迎著冷風，把手伸進冷的像冰的水，又抽離起來，

搓著雙手；她咬緊牙根把衣服一件一件的在洗衣板上搓洗，當她弄好時已經是二個小時後。

晚上婆婆在樓上對著公公發牢騷，「她瞎了是不是？一隻襪子也不知道要拿去洗，

還把博文的衣服染成這樣。」

「淑靜又不是故意的，那隻襪子塞在桶子旁邊，她可能沒看到；

博文的衣服就不要穿了嘛！幹嘛這樣大驚小怪的。」公公在旁幫淑靜說情。

婆婆在樓上講話，幾乎樓下的她們都有聽到，淑靜只能坐在那裡接受審判。

這幾天大伯帶著女朋友去墾丁玩，順道來博正的家住一晚；

因為淑靜在果菜批發商裡做會計，所以早上六點就要上班。

大伯一早起來聽博正說淑靜去上班了，他和女朋友心想淑靜大概還沒吃早餐吧！

兩人買了一份早餐送給淑靜吃。

淑靜接著這一份熱騰騰的早餐，眼淚差點留下來，連她自己的老公都沒這麼體貼。

淑靜懷孕了，連續好幾天晚上電話鈴聲響，博正去接，對方都沒有出聲音，

最後博正有聽到一個男人的聲音。

他掛斷電話，「妳在外面交男朋友？」

「你在說什麼啊？」淑靜一臉疑惑。「妳給我戴綠帽子，是不是？這肚子裡的孩子

是誰的？」博正的臉上寫滿了忌妒，懷疑。

「這肚子裡的孩子當然是你的，還會有誰的？」淑靜撫著肚子想保護她。

「我的？妳想騙誰，男的找到這裡來了。走，去把她拿掉。走。」拉起淑靜往外走

「博正，你不要這樣好不好？就為了一通莫名其妙的電話，

你就判我這種行你太不可理喻了。」淑靜甩開他的手，摸著被他拉疼的地方。

「我不可理喻？對，我就是不可理喻，我就是不要這個孩子，走，去拿他。」

博正不管淑靜的掙扎，硬把她帶到醫院拿掉孩子。

淑靜萬念俱灰躺在床上哭，博正連一句安慰話也沒。

就這樣，只要淑靜一懷孕，他就帶她去拿掉孩子。

淑靜的媽媽遠從花蓮來看淑靜，她看到淑靜消瘦的身材，

面無血色的臉龐，問她，「淑靜，妳是沒在吃，是不是？怎麼瘦那麼多

「有呀！」「有？有會那麼瘦，簡直不成人樣。」媽媽捨不得的說。

淑靜把事情從頭到尾說給媽媽聽，媽媽聽的大發雷霆，

「跟他離婚，我們家這一口飯給妳。」

「媽，妳不要生氣啦！這是我選的，我就該承擔。

「妳怎麼那麼傻，當初為什麼不告訴媽媽，媽媽可以帶妳去做手術。」

「我也沒想那麼多。」

那妳現在怎麼辦？一懷孕就拿掉？妳不知道這比生小孩還要傷身體嗎？」

媽媽真擔心才二十二歲的淑靜怎麼過!

未來幾十年的婚姻生活？

「媽，我也不知道該怎麼辦？」她喑喑咽咽的哭起來。

媽媽拍拍她的肩，「別哭，媽媽帶妳去醫院裝避孕器。既然博正不愛惜妳，

妳要愛惜妳自己，知道嗎？」

淑靜利用果菜市場休假期間回去看小孩，小姑常常向她提起一個男孩子。

淑靜了解小姑戀愛了，可是那個男孩竟比小姑小三歲，公婆當然不答應。

二日來，她觀察小姑每天早上都會從皮包裡拿個像避孕藥丸的東西吃，

淑靜又不敢私自打開小姑的皮包，只好回去時再告訴博正。

「真有這種事？」博正不大相信。「這只是我的猜測。博正，你要不要叫小姑來我們這邊問看看？」

「嗯∼我會打電話給她，先騙她說要帶她去玩，等她來了再問吧！」

博正拿電話家，終於她上勾了，就等她星期日來的時候再說。

「二哥，二嫂，我來了。」博美一進門就找他們。

看到小姑來了，淑靜好高興，「妳來了呀！來，坐。」

博正從房裡出來，「坐車會不會累？」

博美接下二嫂的飲料，「不會，二哥，你要帶我到哪裡去玩？」

「看妳想去哪裡玩，二哥就帶妳去；不過妳要老實的回答二哥的問題。」

博正神色凝重的說。

「幹嘛！二哥，表情那麼嚴肅，好吧！你問。」博美不知死活的喝著飲料。

「聽爸媽說妳交了一個男朋友？」

「嗯！」

「而且還小妳三歲？」

「嗯！」

「你們進展到什麼地步了？牽手？接吻？還是已經……發生關係？」

「我…..」博美不知該怎麼說？

博正看到妹妹的表情和支支吾吾的說不出話來，大概也知道答案。

「爸媽絕不會答應妳嫁給一個小妳三歲的男人，妳知道吧！」

「我頂多不嫁。」博美嘔氣的說。

「不嫁？就跟那個混小子一直鬼混下去？」博正對著妹妹吼。

從來沒有被哥哥罵過的博美，哭了起來。

淑靜坐在她旁邊安慰博美：「小姑，妳哥哥是關心妳，女人總是老的比較快，

他怕到時妳嫁過去，人老珠黃時，那個男孩子會拋棄妳，了解嗎？」

「二嫂，我知道，可是我沒辦法斷啊！我把一切都給他了。」

博美講到這裡越哭越大聲。

「沒有關係，二嫂帶妳去做處女膜手術，只要妳跟他不再往來，好不好？

我們可以再重新開始?」淑靜抱著她。

過了三個月，博美和那個男孩子總算不再往來，

淑靜陪著博美去一家整形外科做處女膜整形回到家，博美拉著淑靜的手，「二嫂，

謝謝妳。」淑靜只是笑一笑。

「博美，妳二嫂已經帶妳去做了手術，以後不管怎樣都不能再隨便和男人上床，

除非新婚之夜才可以，知不知道？」

「二哥，我知道啦！」博美答應二哥，經過這次教訓，她不會再重蹈覆策了。

過了一年，博美經由朋友介紹認識了一個男孩，交往半年，男方說他三十二歲年紀不小了，

要到博美的家提親，博美也答應。

訂婚後，男孩子都會暗示博美想要進一步的發展，但是博美想起二哥的叮嚀，都拒絕他。

自從淑靜帶著博美去做手術後，兩人的關係比姊妹還要親。

3月後博美嫁出去了，淑靜很擔心博美的整形手術不知道會不會成功？

在博美上禮車前，小聲的說：「小姑，明天早上記得打電話給我。」

一早，淑靜就待在電話旁等候，婆婆來叫淑靜去掃地，洗衣，

博正都會替淑靜回答：「媽，我來就好。」

婆婆看著他們兩人感情什麼時候變這麼好，「不用了。」說完就走。

終於鈴聲響了，淑靜馬上接起電話，「喂，小姑……成功了嗎？…真的……好，再見。」

「怎樣？有成功嗎？」博正緊張的問她。

「嗯！成功了。」淑靜笑一笑

博正高興的抱著淑靜，「謝謝妳。」

推開了博正，淑靜苦笑著，「不用謝我，我只是不想再有第二個吳淑靜。」

說完就拿起掃把掃地。

博正聽完淑靜的話，才知道自己傷害她有多深。

他下定決心，從現在開始，他要好好的愛她。

淑靜最近這幾個月的月經都不順，不是太早就是太晚，她不在意；

直到這次的月經血流量多的讓她雙腳發軟，她才去看醫生。

黃太太，妳這種情形已經多久？」醫生看到淑靜從內診室出來，問她。

淑靜坐在椅子上，「大概將近一年了。」

「妳怎麼拖那麼久才來？妳有拿過小孩吧？刮除不乾淨，

再加上傷到子宮壁，妳的子宮裡長瘤，妳最好盡快開刀，要不然對妳不好喔！」醫生建議她。

「醫生，那瘤是良性的還是惡性的？」

「這要等妳開刀後拿去檢驗才知道。」

她六神無主的坐在客廳，連博正回來了她也不知道。

博正脫下外套，看淑靜呆呆的坐在那裡一動也不動，親一下她的臉，

「為了公司的事心情不好？」被突來的親吻驚醒的淑靜，

一想到她和博正好不容易才剛開始的甜蜜生活，萬一在開刀中不幸走了，

那她怎麼走的開？「妳怎麼哭了？什麼事讓妳這樣苦惱？」

博正擦擦她的淚。「我要開刀。」

「開刀？為什麼要開刀？」博正看她好好的。

「因為以前拿孩子太多次了，刮除不乾淨，再加上傷到子宮，我的子宮裡長瘤。」

淑靜把醫生診斷的話說給博正聽。

博正不敢相信自己以前的作為竟然造成淑靜現在的傷害那麼大，

「什麼時候開刀？我陪妳。」

「不用了，以前我生病你也沒陪我，這次我自己去就好。」淑靜不敢奢望。

「淑靜，妳不要這樣好不好？我陪妳去，從頭到尾陪妳。」

博正為自己的不是開始後悔。

開刀房前，淑靜的媽媽看到博正緊張的走來走去，

不屑的說：「博正，你現在走來走去是走真的？還是走給別人看的？要不是你醋桶那

麼大，逼著淑靜一懷孕就拿掉，她今天會躺在開刀房任人宰割嗎？我是把話跟你講在前面，

淑靜有個三長兩短，可別怪我不客氣。」

博美看到親家母生氣的樣子，連忙出來替哥哥說情，

「親家母，我二嫂不會有事的，二哥最近也對二嫂很好。」

「最近才對她好有什麼用，平時不珍惜。」淑靜的媽媽替女兒打抱不平。

「媽，對不起，我知道錯了，請妳原諒我。」

博正一臉慚愧的站在丈母娘面前讓她數落

過了二個小時「吳淑靜的家屬」護士門口喊。

看到有人走過來，「你們是吳淑靜的家屬？她已經在恢復室，看誰要過去陪她？」

淑靜的媽媽雖然想要進去，但她知道目前淑靜最想看的人是誰，所以就叫博正進去。

博正跟著護士來到淑靜的病床旁，淑靜的麻醉藥劑還沒退，躺在病床上像睡著一樣，

消瘦的臉經過開刀更加沒有血色。

博正深呼吸盡量不讓眼淚留下來。他聽護士的話，盡量跟淑靜說話不要讓她睡著。

淑靜隨著麻醉藥劑漸漸退了，身體的病痛也越來越難過，她拉扯床巾，

一直搖頭喊痛。

博正一夜沒睡陪著她，這就是他種下的孽，也是他要承受的果。

可是淑靜受的苦比他還多。

第二天，醫生來探房，簡單的和淑靜問幾句話後，叫博正出來。

「你太太的檢驗報告出來了，是惡性腫瘤，而且已經轉變成癌症。」

博正不敢相信，「會不會檢驗錯了？」

醫生搖搖頭，「黃先生，她剩下的日子不多，好好陪她吧！」

看到博正進來，淑靜問他，「博正，醫生跟你說什麼？怎麼那麼久。」

「沒事，他只是說這幾天傷口好了就可以出院了，我剛剛去打電話給媽媽，

告訴她這個好消息。」

「喔！是這樣。我想睡了，可不可以請你幫我把床搖下來一點。」

「好。」博正慢慢地把床搖下來，看著淑靜睡了，眼淚一滴滴的掉。

「你還我女兒來…還我女兒來……她好好的一個人嫁到你們家，做牛做馬，

毫無怨尤……你還這樣對待她……你還是人嗎？」博正跪在靈前，任由丈母娘怎麼

打，怎麼罵，他都不還手也不還口。

是他對不起她，是他害她年紀輕輕的就這麼走了。

「親家母，別打了，我知道這對妳很不公平，可是人死不能復生，妳就別再傷心了。」

博正的爸爸扶起她。

「把她送回花蓮。」淑靜的媽媽很痛心的說。

博正的媽媽一聽到馬上反對，「不行，親家母，她嫁到我們家來就是我們的人了，

怎麼可以把她送回去？」

「你們的人？你們有當她是你們的人嗎？大冷天的叫她一個人洗一大桶的衣服，對她

喚東喚西的，一下子要她做這個，一下子要她做那個，我看她是你們的僕人吧！」

淑靜的媽媽把淑靜回娘家時說的苦處全說出來。

「妳……」博正的媽媽說不出話。

「我地已經買好了，她生前都沒人疼，死後你們會去看她嗎？」

「媽，我求求妳，把她留下來好不好？」博正跪在淑靜的媽媽面前。

「博正，不是我要把你們分開,可是你有沒有想過，當你硬拖著淑靜去墮胎時，淑靜

也是像你現在求我的樣子在哀求你，求你相信她，求你讓她生下孩子，可是你是怎麼對

待她的？她每次一懷孕，你就帶她去墮胎。」

博正的爸爸一聽到親家母的話，走過去揍博正一拳，

「你這個畜生，你竟敢這樣對待淑靜，看我怎麼修理你。」

他一拳一拳的揍在博正的身上，直到博文強拉開爸爸。

「親家母，妳帶淑靜回去吧！」博正的爸爸答應她。

今天是淑靜的忌日，博正牽著孩子來花蓮祭拜她。

淑靜的媽媽正彎著腰拔著雜草，口中念念有詞的對著女兒說話。

聽到一聲「媽。」她回過頭看到博正和孫子，不理會他們，繼續手上的動作，

「你來這裡做什麼？你不覺得已經來不及了嗎？」

博正把鮮花放在瓶子裡，因為淑靜在過世前，曾對他說：「博正，我沒有作對不起你的事，

你要相信我。萬一我死了，可以送我一對鮮花嗎？」

即使是每天一束花他都願意，只要淑靜可以活過來可是已經來不及了。

「這時淑靜的媽媽從袋子裡拿出一本厚厚的書交給博正。

∼我遇到那個叫博正的男孩，我! 好喜歡他…………

今天騎車和人家相撞，右腳的傷口好大，痛死了，全身酸痛，而且月經也來了，好

奇怪，才十天而已怎麼就來了？……………

∼∼博正今天帶我去海邊玩，全身曬的紅通通的，下次要去海邊一定要記得擦防曬油………

∼∼昨天晚上和博正睡在一起，第一次好痛喔！

可是為什麼我沒有流血呢？奇怪，大家不是都說會流血的嗎？

博正會不會誤以為我不是處女呀？…………

∼∼糟糕，月經已經超過一個月都沒來，怎麼辦？

會不會是懷孕了？………….

∼∼博正聽到我懷孕了，說要娶我，我好高興，可是他是因為愛我才娶我？

還是因為肚子裡的小孩呢？……

∼∼明天就要結婚了，我一定會好好的愛他，也會愛他的家人………淑－靜－」

博正概略的看完整本日記，大聲的喊著她的名字。

「對不起，我對不起妳。妳原諒我好不好？淑靜……..」他跪在地上把頭一直撞墓碑。

「起來吧！她最愛的人是你，每次她回來說起你家的事，雖然很傷心，

但她都一一承受起來。只要你相信她，我想她在九泉之下會瞑目的。」

淑靜的媽媽拉他起來.

博正坐在地上，扯著頭髮，「我現在才相信她，已經太慢了。」

淑靜的媽媽拉下博正的手，「博正，不會太慢，淑靜這孩子心很軟，

只要你真心誠意的相信她，她一定會原諒你的。」

每年，淑靜的墓前都會有一個男人，彎著身，拔著雜草，口中喃喃有辭的對她說話。

＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　＊　

思念總在分手後....

為何總在失去後,才發現那是你的最愛!!

男人就是這樣,總是希望自己的女人是處女....第一次就是要給他!!

但他們有沒有想過,若是處女又不見得是第一次...(可以去重做一個)

若不是處女又不一定不是第一次...(可能不小心傷到)

話又說回來,男人希望自己的老婆是處女,

自己又喜歡在婚前多玩幾個,這不是很矛盾嗎?

由此可見,男人最自私....(當然也有少部份優質男性)

但願像這樣的故事,能警惕各位男士,別讓它發生在你身上...

好好愛惜你身邊的她吧

愛她疼她多照顧她

The end of the world?

2009-06-03T06:09:00.000-07:00

i'm bk from all those funeral last nite...tired..
Daddy... thanks to let me understand things that i nvr noe...
Time nvr wait for u .. everything jz pass by u every second..
so...appreciate those who are with u now.. take good care of them..
you have only one life..make it useful..
DAD,i promised u ! I'll take good care of myself.. n i will... u have my words..
go peacefully..

in the morning.. i sat in front of my piano..
saw this song in my music score.. has been a fortune i dint play this song..
when i played.. my tears roll down my cheeks..
i miss him.. so much..
when the song end.. i tell myself...
The world wont end..
cause daddy's lov us...
his love nvr go...

hope u guys love this song.. read the lyrics...
THE END OF THE WORLD
Why does the sun go on shining?

Why does the sea rush to shore?

Don't they know it's the end of the world

'Cause you don't love me anymore?

Why do the birds go on singing?

Why do the stars glow above?

Don't they know it's the end of the world

It ended when I lost your love

I wake up in the morning and I wonder

Why ev'rything is the same as it was

I can't understand, no, I can't understand

How life goes on the way it does!

Why does my heart go on beating?

Why do these eyes of mine crying?

Don't they know it's the end of the world?

It ended when you said goodbye

Don't they know It's the end of the world?

It endend when you said goodbye

May his soul rest in peace

2009-05-26T05:43:00.000-07:00

get a bad news at 2pm jz now...
my dad had leave us..
but his soul will nvr leave our hearts..
there is once that i hate him so so much!
but.. now.. i hope u can hear me from heaven..
I LOVE U Daddy..
u will always be our only n beloved daddy.,.
I dint get a chance to tell him when he is still here...

my mind is blank now..
i always hav a dream..
which is my whole family will get a chance to have a dinner on a round table with steamboat!
this dream will nvr come true anymore..

blogging really make ppl feel better...Thanks for reading....
tomorrow 9am flight 4 daughters n mum going to meet him for last time..

p/s dear friend pls.. dun worry about me.. i'm all right cause I"M STRONG..

something is happening to me....

2009-05-25T06:35:00.000-07:00

Feel so down... what life is all about? born.. study.. get job.. marry... then.. die?
i'm going through the stage study! get bored into it..
sometimes.. really jz feel like getting away from it.. n jump to job..
But this world is jz so realistic.. without a good study.. u won hav a good job..

i really nd someone to talk to..
scroll thrice my ph contact.. jz cant find someone who can really listen to me...
i can jz imagine what the fellow will say before he/she answer my call...

A****.. i try to talk to u! but seem like no interest.. n sometime i feel i'm very annoying to u!! so.. thanks for answering my call...

D****... even though.. every time i called u will jz.. yea.. so... en.. a.. o.... but.. still thanks to answering my call too..btw.. jz to tell u! i call u JZ BECAUSE i really nd someone to listen to me!! not the thing appear in ur mind BROTHER!!so nx time pls classified my voice!

Chris n Mag.. thanks baby.. even that small little chat in msn..but is still help... every time when my tears rolling in eyes.. u guys.. will jz appear!*u see. make me cry AGAIN!! may be i wont be that talkative anymore.. but my little tiny word.. represent my heart...

My life is jz so dramatic.. from primary school.. changing 4 school in secondary.. college... now bk to form 6... wah!! unbelievable.. through out my life..
so many ppl jz walk by me..
so many ppl might teasing me at the back..
so many ppl has be my pal...
so many ppl SAY THEY UNDERSTAND ME.. but they jz dun!
so many ppl were so close to me.. but now.. they are jz so far apart from me..

but.. thanks to so so so so many ppl..
because of u.. i learn..
because of u .. i grow up..
because of u .. my life turn colourful...
may be u r the one who paint BLACK on me... but that black.. let me find the way to look for the WHITE....

Thanks guys!

sorry for not updating

2009-05-23T02:42:00.001-07:00

everyone have update their blog this few days!
i'm so sorry guys!
to replace... i would like to post wat i did this few days!!!

17/05/09(Kel xin's birthday)
v have a great dinner(steam boat)
has been long time v gather b4 this....
miss voon voon so much!!
another surprise for friend....hope she like it....
21/05/09

follow the 'perintah' from mum...
GO SUNWAY N GET MY BATTERY bk!(she repair it.. n have to take bk)
so.. get Agnes to accompany me...
v decided to go shopping as well!!!
so jalan jalan... v SAW voon voon!! hee.... with her cuttie vest..*hug hug
Danial come after that...... while I'm buying a heels for mum!
This is the very 1st time i buy a heels for mum....*happy

v plan to go back around 5... but v saw a road show about 'finding AMBASSADOR'
so.. get curious n decided to sit down n listen!
the company is BIZZY BODY!!
THE SALES GIRL!!!!!is jz like the name of the company busy body!!! suck!
once v get a sit... she start saying.. v have a package is for sudent....only costRM4**
she get our height n weight!
but this is still not the point! AFTER SHE SAID HER PLAN!!
SG:sales girl
n ME

SG:v nd u to put a deposit here... after that u jz nd to the centre to pay the balance
ME: i dun hav money..
SG:How much u can pay? RM100? RM50?u really nd this treatment! is 1st stage(squezzing on my tights!(means the fats!)) if u choose not to join this package! u still can change it to facial treatment!(she look at my face)EH! u have a terrible face la!GIVE URSELF A CHANCE!
ME: I dun hav that much...
SG: DO U HAVE CREDIT CARD? V EVEN ACCEPT ATM CARD!
ME: I DUN HAVE!!if i pay u.. i got no balance bk home..
SG:how do u come here?
ME: i drive!
SG:SO u dun nd money to go bk!
ME: I STILL HAVE TO PAY TOLL
SG:SO....... HOW much u have?
Me: i dun have much!
SG: HOW MUCH U HAVE LA!
ME: nvrmind..I'll think about it n come bk to u !
SG: i can even accept RM 10... even RM 5..
ME: *SPEECHLESS

seriously!! she pissed me OFF~~~
but kesian Danial standing there n watched MR.bean for two episode!

on the way bk home
JAM!! STUPID SALE GIRL!!!!!!waste my time!!
but at least get to spend time with dan n agnes in the car!!!

i luv this pic!! danial look so cool... agnes... cantik!! haha..

to be continue............

promoting Young Entrepreneur's Day For Charity

2009-05-19T20:07:00.000-07:00

as ppl request i'm promoting their product here!!

Here's the catch...
Taylor's Business school Going to have a charity event..
3rd June 2009
9 a.m till 3 p.m..

haha...on that say well all going to have fun,drink and food for charity...
we going to sell a lot of stuff...
As 2.4 representative...
we are promoting our stall on my blog..hahhah...
we gonna sell T-shirt,food drinks and even organize games just for the public to enjoy for charity sake...ahhaha
On that day we use coupon sells...
you can get them from me..hahah

all the charity event Profit...
I meant NET PROFIT....
will be donated to charity organization
to help the poor,needy and old folks who need them...

this is the example of the shirt...
some might say it's nice some say its too plain...
In this case...Wat 2.4 give MSG out is to love life...
Everyone Love Life...everyone like us is lucky to live life happily..
But for once have u ever think of the less fortunate Life...
Orphan who lost their parents...
Old folks who lost their way in Life...
The needy who cant afford many necessity items...

think about them...
this shirt...
Rm 25...
with this shirt bought buy you...
it can change a persons life...
even though u think it is too little to help...
ur wrong...
be a man...Do the right thing!!!!!!!!
by Danial

i had become one of their supporter! will you?
i hope those who can effort pls...
pls do it...

oops....

2009-05-15T01:06:00.000-07:00

i called up AIMST jz now!!
WAT THE HELL!!
they dun speak to u well!! RUDE!!!!
call from 11am.. the operators are always BZ!!!!!!!!!!!
they will only pick up ur ph when u press FINANCE&ACCOUNTING!!
then.. u call them to transfer ur call to marketing.. THEN they will answer!!!!!!

so.. i end up with!
I CANT JOIN MAY intake!!
i have to join JULY's intake!!
i think.. is ok.. as i have more time u get along with friends.. n pack my stuff!!
haha.....

I'm going away!!

2009-05-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

finally.. i hope is the last time i change..
i'm going AIMST... Asian Institute of Medicine, Science and Technology
A school 'built' by samy vellu..
The school is located far far from kl.. is around 5 hours drive..
AND is also my hometown---------sungai petani!!!!

i moved out of my hometown when i was 14th...
but.. the only thing i miss in SP is the food! especially LAKSA!!
u can only taste the BEST LAKSA IN THE WORLD in SUNGAI PETANI!!
haha... that's wat i think la...
but seriously.. u guys should go n try...
is cheap n yummy.. if still the same i think a bowl of laksa only cost RM1.80...(not that big la!)
LAKSA is kind of snack for our hometown ppl...
v usually eat it during high tea!
i can still remember during my childhood time..
there is a laksa stall 5 mins bicycle ride away from my house...
the worst thing about it... was... the hill part!
going down was really fun.. but after eating.... goin up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit!!! all my laksa taste gone!!the only thing i taste is SWEAT!!
haha.......

SO!! for those from sp!! dun be stingy! call me out for LAKSA!! haha........
For those who are not! come.. i'll bring u for LAKSA!!

Friend.... i hope u guys goin to miss me..
but... in this high technology.. pls.. call or sms or e-mail when u guys free... haha..
I'm SO GONNA MISS U GUYS!! muacks.. luv u...

get stuck again!!

2009-05-08T09:52:00.000-07:00

is late now.. may be some of u wouldn't say is late..
i jz can't sleep...
so many taught coming out..
form 6 going to start in two days time, n i'm not ready yet.. not even my uniform..
out of no where my family asked me to choose PRE-U..
so there are three choice now...
icpu? a-lvl? form 6?

icpu n a-lvl start on july... so.. i get two more months to 'TRY' form 6....
haha... should i say i'm too lucky or having bad luck?
is it good to have choice?

i'm so stuck!!
oh god.. help.........

who am i to u?

2009-05-07T08:11:00.000-07:00

i wanted to ask u for so long ago!!!
who am i to u?
answer me!!!!!!!

v use to chat every single min...
v use to be so close...
v use to make each other jelous..
v use to fight...
v use to tease each other...
v use to be.........

but now..
v r like stranger...
v seem like jz meet each other yesterday...
even tough u r jz beside me..
u have nothing to talk to me..
u jz crap.... crap... crap..
crap for pointless stuff....
wat is that for?

i'm pissed off..
seriously...
i rather jz sit there.. listen to ur voice.. n smile...
PLS!!! STOP ACTING!!!
i noe u care..
may be u r not now.. but... pls tell me wat u think...

i'm god's daughter!!

2009-05-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

i'm god's daughter...!!

that wat my 3rd sis always say!!

she will say the sen..when

1:she get her parking around our mum's office

2:she can do something unpredictable

3:she get wat she wan!

You noe y? jz because SHE IS GOD"S DAUGHTER!!

@@ dun swt la...

as i said b4.. she is a air stewardess..

she met a passenger in a flight last nitez..

the passenger was telling her about a book ....

do u guys noe about 'The Secret'?

is a book about human thinking...

wat is in ur mind is sent to the other universe.. u will get wat u think...

but the universe dun understand DON'T

so...

when u think : "i don't want this to happen!"

the universe will cut down the word DON'T!!

so.. the thing that u dun wan it to happen.. IT WILL HAPPEN!!!

and basically this theory works...

it happen to me..
so... lets give a try to urself la....
haha..
good luck

we ARE the Champions!!

2009-04-27T04:54:00.000-07:00

RIGHT... v r the champions!!!!!!!!
v born to be a CHAMPIONS........
You won even when u r not born yet!
u win within thousand thousand of sperm!!
u r the one!!!!! u ARE the champions!!!!!

we are the champions
Ive paid my dues -
Time after time -
Ive done my sentence
But committed no crime -
And bad mistakes
Ive made a few
Ive had my share of sand kicked in my face -
But Ive come through

We are the champions - my friends
And well keep on fighting - till the end -
We are the champions -
We are the champions
No time for losers
cause we are the champions - of the world -

Ive taken my bows
And my curtain calls -
You brought me fame and fortuen and everything that goes with it -
I thank you all -

But its been no bed of roses
No pleasure cruise -
I consider it a challenge before the whole human race -
And I aint gonna lose -

We are the champions - my friends
And well keep on fighting - till the end -
We are the champions -
We are the champions
No time for losers
cause we are the champions - of the world -

fail!!

2009-04-25T03:07:00.000-07:00

fail. i fail my speech.. such a shame huh?
i worked hard... but still fail... wth.......
nvm.. i think will pass in the nx time.. hee....
wish me luck...

ok!! i get tagged by someone....

2009-04-24T21:49:00.000-07:00

1. The person that tagged you is:
TOH MING ANN!! (innocent sial... suddenly kena...)

2. Your relationship with him is:
talking stranger...

3. Your first impression of him is:
NERD!!! WAHAHA..(sorry)

4. The most memorable moments with him:
chating in msn i think!!(that the only thing i did with him!!)

5. The most memorable thing he has said to you is:
Friend are hard to find!!

6. If he becomes your lover, you will:
WUU~~~ i dun think is going to happen tough..

7. If he became your lover, what should he improve at:
STYLE... even tough i only saw his few pic.. but think he really nd to improve this!! gege....

8. If he becomes your enemy, what would you do:
wah!! chris will noe wat to do with this.. haha...

9. If he becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
he must be make chris/mag/dav angry too... haha!!@@

10.The most desired thing you want to do for him now is:
wah!! his scolarship i think....

11. Your overall impression on him:
good friend to chat with!! good listener.. haha

12. The characteristic you love most about yourself:
FRIENDLY??

13. The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
TOO FRIENDLY...wahaha...

14. The most ideal person you want to be is:
a person that can make my family proud of...]

15. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
thanks.. n LUV U@_@

16. Pass this quiz to 10 people who you want to know how they feel about you:
1.Christine lee!! (ok.. u been tagged again.. do it!!)
2. Magdeline lim@@(dun feel weird.. go ahead)
3 .Agnes toh... (i noe u dun hav a blog... but write on a piece of paper or OPEN A NEW BLOg -good idea huh)
4. Danial Fahmi!!(go ahead!!)
5. issac yap... (wu lala... go go go..)
6.Chan Camun(i'm not sure whether u will read my blog.. but.. if u do.. do this in ur blog too.. hee..)
7. Ng livoon( pls...thank you...haha.. *weird)
8. JAVE...( ok is really weird to make u in here.. but since u r writing blog too.. hee.. )
9.(oh shit.. y so many. no idea la...)TOH MING ANN.. u tagged me.. I TAGGED U!!
10. ROGER/ GAVIN(one of u hav to do this.. wahaha)

17. Who is 6 having a relationship with:
MY wife le..wat u think!! cheh...

18. is 9 a male or female:
PONDAN i think.. kd la.. MALE...

19. If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
erm.. i think they dun mind to get 'triangle' luv

20. What is 2 studying at the moment:
foundation in arts

21. When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
few min ago...

22. What kind of music does 8 like:
wah..totally no idea...sorry...

23. Does 1 have any siblings:
only daughter ah...

24. Will you woo 3:
woo???

25. How about 7:
???blur...

26. Is 4 single:
oh... good ques.. I DUN NOE...

27. What's the surname of 5:
Yup yup yup.. YAP...

28. What's the hobby of 5:
EVERYTHING.. but mostly Music i think...

29. Do 5 and 9 get along well:
wah.. tak tahu siapa sama siapa pun...

30. Where is 2 studying at:
HELP

31. Say something casual about your eyes:
huge..

32. Have you tried developing feelings for 5?
everyday.. as a sister.. hee@@

33. Where does 9 live:
Malacca??

34. What colours does 4 like:
red n BLACK(taylors ma...)

35. Are 5 and 1 good friends:
absolutely NO...

36. Does 7 like 2:
that will nvr happen

37. How did you get to know 2:
classmate?

38. Does 1 have any pets:
got.. DAVID TEO...

39. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
sometimes yes!!

FINALLY!! toh ming ann u really give me a good job man!! squeezz my brain for answer!!!!

Singapore Joke

2009-04-23T19:27:00.001-07:00

Well, here is something to link the 5C's to the newer 5B's!

I don't need a

CAR

, but I want a

BMW

I don't need a

CONDO

, but I want a

BUNGALOW

I don't need you to have

CASH

but I want you to own a

BANK

I don't need you to have a

CAREER

but I want you to be a

BOSS

It's interesting for you to read!

Most of you would have heard of the Singapore

5C's

! :

Car, Condo, Credit Card (Gold), Cash and Career

Heard of the

5B's

B - BMW

B - Body

B - Brain

B - Billionaire

B - Bungalow

And addition with the

5K's

Kiasu (scared of losing)

Kiasee (scared of dying)

Kiabor (scared of wife)

Kiaboh (scared of having nothing)

Kiachenghu (scared of government)

We've been reading about the 5C's and 5K's for Singaporeans, now comes the 5 numerals and Malaysia 's equivalent.

Singaporeans' "practice" for Simple Living:

1 - One Wife
2 - Two Children
3 - Three Bedroom Condo
4 - Four Wheels
5 - Five Figure Salary

Malaysian "practice" for Simple Living:

5 - Five Children
4 - Four Concubines
3 - Three Figure Salary
2 - Two Wheels
1 - One-Storey Link House

wat baby are u ?

2009-04-23T19:14:00.000-07:00

JAN-Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn.

FEB-Abstract thoughts.(i think so) Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive.(wuu...) S#*iest out of everyone. Temperamental.(do I??) Quiet, shy and humble.(absolutely NOT) Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. (ya this is so true. so DO NOT CONTROL ME)Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.(no!!! I"M STRONG@@) Gets angry really easily(some of them say so) but does not show it.(yayaya....) Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends
but rarely shows it. Ho ?ny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside(there u go!! DANIAL SEE THIS!! I"M ROMANTIC!!)
Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.(ya MEH??)

MARCH-Attractive personality. S #xy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others.

April-Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confident. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive.
Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and travelling. Systematic. hot but has brains.

MAY-Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike
being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

JUNE-You've got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely
that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you've got the looks for it!!!

July-Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times.
Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be with friends ... Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

August-outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. no self control. kind hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an 'every thing's peachy' attitude. likes talking and singing. loves music. daydreamer. easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. loves to be
loved. hates studying. in need of 'that someone'. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. lives by 'no pain no gain' caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. 'charming' or 'beautiful' to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

sep-Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and
caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand.

oct-Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the centre. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but
recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all.

nov-Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. S#xy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind.

dec-This straight-up means ur the most good-looking person possible... better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to
delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. one guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting
colds. loves music.

get this from ming ann blog..

2009-04-23T04:05:00.000-07:00

haha this game is fun...
51 words

Typingtest

NERVOUS...

2009-04-23T03:36:00.000-07:00

lately, i attend a chinese public speaking class in pj...
any one interested pls come.. it will helps u a lot in ur life....
is on every friday 7.30pm-10.30pm
is fun....
tomorrow is my turn for my speech...
i'm nervous... i noe i shouldn't.. since is not my 1st time to speak on the stage..
i nd to speak 5-7min...
is hard for me to prepare the speech since i had gave up chinese since f4...
i hav to thanks mummy to help me.. n someone there reading my blog(i noe u noe i'm saying u!)...
without him i think my speech will be full of blanks words.. (due to not writing it for a long time)
haha....
but whatever is it.. wish me luck guys!!!!

attention everyone

2009-04-13T04:50:00.000-07:00

erm.. weird.. y everyone have to take note of this..
anything.. jz telling everyone..
I MADE MY DECISION!!! wahaha... (i have no idea y am i laughing..)
the decision is....................................

I"M going BK form 6...
ok. it sound really weird now..
after many consultation...
i decide that...
benefits?
1:i get more time to think wat to do in the future..
2:FREE...
3:NO assignment..
4:stable life(as in no class til 6 EVERYDAY)
5: i get to learn bk MATH(i love maths.. wahaha)
n so on...

disadvantages?
1: i ND to DYE bk my hair..
2: no long nail.. (ok.. i noe is not important.. but i LOVE MY NAILS)
3: HAVE TO FACE discipline AGAIN?(oh no.. damm....)
4: HOME WORK?? (SHIT)

i noe those disadvantages sound stupid..
nvm.. i'll get them bk when i graduate.. wahaha...
hoorey to form6..
say halo to form 6 n bye KDU(Kumpul Dan Untung-create by agnes&danial)

* danial!!!!! u r so going to luv ur present..agnes hor??
( i dun noe y i stuck this in.. jz dun wan waste another post...)

this story i noe when i was a little kid.. jz to share..

2009-04-09T05:29:00.000-07:00

从前, 有一个脾气很坏的男孩，他的爸爸给了他一袋钉子，告诉他每次发脾气或者跟人吵架的时候就在院子的篱笆上钉一根。第一天，男孩钉了37 根钉子。后面的几天他学会了控制自己的脾气，每天钉的钉子也逐渐减少了。他发现，控制自己的脾气，实际上比钉钉子要容易的多。终于有一天，他一根钉子都没有钉，他高兴地把这件事告诉了爸爸。爸爸说：从今以后，如果你一天都没有发脾气，就可以在这天拔掉一根钉子。日子一天一天过去，最后，钉子全被拔光了。爸爸带他来到篱笆边上，对他说：儿子，你做得很好 , 可是看看篱笆上的钉子洞，这些洞永远也不可能恢复了。就象你和一个人吵架，说了些难听的话，你就在他心里留下了一个伤口，像这个钉子洞一样。插一把刀子在一个人的身体里，再拔出来，伤口就难以愈合了。无论你怎么道歉，伤口总是在那儿。要知道，身体上的伤口和心灵上的伤口一样都难以恢复。

你的朋友是你宝贵的财产，他们让你开怀，让你更勇敢。他们总是随时倾听你的忧伤。你需要他们的时候，他们会支持你，向你敞开心扉。告诉你的朋友你多么爱他们，告诉所有你认为是朋友的人，你的行动可以从邮寄这个小小的故事开始。有一天，当这封信回到你的信箱里时。你会发现你有一个很大的朋友圈。最后，我要说：友谊的幸福之一，是知道了可以向谁倾吐秘密。如果你收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默地祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人。如果你总说太忙，不能将这封信转寄出去，老是说：'改天再寄。'你将永远都不会去做这件事的。所以，不要找借口，静心的看看这片古老印度来的故事，然后决定为你的朋友们作一些事，从传寄这封信开始。当你说：'你是我的好朋友'时，请认真地说出来。当你道歉时请看着对方的眼睛。永远不要嘲笑别人的梦想。不要随便给一个人定性。说话时要慢，思想时要快。打电话的时候请你微笑，对方一定感觉得到。

U like to go this way?

2009-04-07T05:06:00.000-07:00

U like to go this way?
not talking.. like a stranger?
u like it huh?
if u do.. jz go on...
i won block u... but jz wat's wrong with u ?
i noe u nd to go on ur future... n I HAVE MINE TOO...
is jz so self fish.... dun u think so?
i noe u dun...
ok that's all.. take good care yourself.. i wont block or disturb u anymore...
good luck...

i made my HALF decision

2009-04-06T02:08:00.000-07:00

weird.. i dun noe y i say half..
i think jz because i'm giving myself another chance to choose...
i'm going back to KDU for mass com...
JZ FOR A WEEK..
jz to make sure i really like this sub..
if this week i feel annoy or something..
i'll jz stop.... n accept it that i'm not suit in this sub..
so.. wish me LUCK...

form 6 vs mass communication

2009-04-04T04:10:00.000-07:00

i'm really dying for this.. wat should i do...
i have two choice now either continue in KDU or form6...
SHIT.. is killing me..
my class is starting in two days time! i'm have to make my decision NOW.....
now, i feel that i'm so useless at home.. movie.. show.. walk all around.....
i.... i......... haiz@@
any ideas for me? any one? help me?
or i should make my decision by a penny?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.................
DAMM it........

wat is that for?

2009-03-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

halo!! pls la wei!! u guys is 18 dy!! all those stupid quarrel stuff?
u think u r still primary?
i dun wan friend u, u dun wan friend me?
wat is that for..
dun wan talk then dun care la...
u r jz human u r not GODl.. u cant control everything !
u cant control wat ppl think about u !
u cant control ppl like the way u are!!
u heard the story about the donky, father and son?
if not ask me!! is too long.....
in that story tell us that.. WHATEVER u do there is sure SOME group of ppl agree with u!!!
so... jz ignore those who dislike u!!!!

blooddonation

2009-03-15T21:23:00.000-07:00

my school having blood donation..

i always wish that i can donate my blood on my i'm 18 birthday...

but dint get any function..
yesterday i saw the ambulance in my school.
i was very exited.. haha..
so i decided to donate my extra blood..
is was really really really fun...
is not as pain as i tot it was..
i tot is going to dizzy after i donate as i'm having my exam at 2..
the doctor say dun worry... so. i jz go for it..
there are few step..
1st to check ur blood type.. n i'm O.. i can save alot of ppl with that.. so i hope i can donate it every 3 months..
2nd, a doctor will talk to u... jz to make sure any infection in u(flue+cough)...
3rd u wil hav a red book that record u for donating...(do u noe that if u danote more than 50 time u will actually get free hospital..)
then.. there it goes.. they will measure ur pulse..
n u have to grab a thing on ur hand to make sure ur blood is moving...
overall.. it was really cool...
n my blood is warm@@...... haha...

for those who jz lost their loved one

2009-03-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

i jz bk from a funeral...
this past few months..
many of my friend's relatives pass away..
i'm really feel bad for having all those news...
out of no where the person jz call me n say..
"my .... jz pass away..."
i feel sad...
but for those who jz lost them.. u have to be really strong..
may be u might nd to cry out.. then.. cry.,. as much as u can.....
but after u cry.. clean up ur face.. n face ur problem...
you sure can do it right?
i noe u can...
how sad u r.. u must think positively..
may be that's the best way to solve his problem..
u cant imagine how pain is he..
u cant imagine how suffer is he..
let him go.. he will live better...
he wont go if he noe that u r crying for him....
last word:BE STRONG

my awesome birthday (part 2)

2009-03-04T03:55:00.000-08:00

sorry for the late update.. hee!
i'm here to sharing my birthday present and my delay birthday celebration...

the teddy bear from my college friend.. thanks..chiyin, lynsey,gavin,roger, karen

my very 1st earing in my life.... thanks gor... Thanks mummy for the Hello Kitty!! hee.. so cute right? The music box+angel earing.. thanks lok...

Thanks danial for the cap.. is very meaningful to me!! hee@@Thanks danial again for the homemade cake.. yummy right agnes?

That's us after the celebration +bowling.. thanks guys for coming.. that really a sweet sweet brithday...and thanks wyekin for helping us to take this pic.. haha...

Thanks everyone for the wishes n present! i appreciate it... muacks.. luv u guys so so much...

my AWESOME birthday

2009-02-27T02:28:00.000-08:00

i'm so so so happy.. i hav the best birthday ever..
i hav three celebration for my 18th..

1st,
chris n dav buy a present n cake in my genting trip..

how awesome is my cake... delicious...... wonderful.. is a surprise one too.. thanks dar...

On 26th feb 2009
in the morning get a surprise present from gor gor(issac)
an ear earing.. i luv it.. thank you...
in the afternoon... after class..i get to celebrate with my course mate..and thanks Dav to be here all the way down from melaka.. thanks you.
v hav a wonderful brunch...

then... roger+chi yin+dav.. v get to skating in sunway pyramid...
is was really fun..
they are a fast learner.. gambate..
i still remember when i was 15th i used to go skating ALONE during my birthday!!!!!

3rd, my surprise birthday from family...
my bro.. bought me a haagen-dazs ice-cream cake!! yummy.. fabulous..
the most expensive birthday cake ever i had...thanks gor..

to be continue...

brand new Feliz

2009-02-20T21:28:00.001-08:00

at 19th of jan.
feliz..(that's me-weird@@) has changed her hair style...
and she luv it very very much......
haha..
thanks to mum n 3rd sis...

that's my brand new hair....
any comment?
can u believe it.. my whole hair only cost me RM25..
hee.. all done by my this two beloved family... DIY..
not bad right? hee....
that's my birthday present for myself..

agnes toh..

2009-02-16T22:46:00.001-08:00

agnes toh.. u really hav to thanks me for ur present!!
wahaha!!!
it spend me a lot a lot of time to finish it!
haha!! happy birthday.. as it coming soon!!

心，不再为谁停留

2009-02-14T20:00:00.000-08:00

窗外下着雨走出门外
孤单的雨一滴一滴
滴在我的脸上
你我曾在雨中漫步
感觉多么甜为何我那么依恋

寂寞的气息在空中蔓延
独自走在无人街道
心情不能平伏
眼角边走边流泪
放不下失去你的天空

听说海边世界没有尽头
听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
在你离去的那一夜
之间的气息不在冒烟
你我感情线难道只能那么远？？

听说海边世界没有尽头
听说冬天叶子熟了会脸红
在你离去的那一夜
我心跳的节走却像停止过
当我想起你的时候你会在哪？
（失去你我的心不再为谁停留）

i wrote this two years ago.. n it express my feeling now!

valentine???

2009-02-14T19:37:00.000-08:00

valentine?
wat do u think about it?
romantic? luv?
i use to think about that when i was 12 til this year..
this year?
the 1st lonely valentine..
but actually i'm enjoying it..
i spend my day with my mum watching movies at home..
haha.....beside.. went out with darling(agnes& camun)
A&W.. a great place to spend ur time with ur buddies..
hee! few more days to go for Agnes birthday...
wat to get for her?
my birthday is coming too.. suddenly dun feel like growing up..
feel like jz stay at 17th n never grow up...
but... good to be 18th too.. can go clubbing(as my mum dun allow now!)
haha... use to allow.. when i was 16th.. but y not now??
haiz...........
this year.. get the least present..
a rose(from roger)+ a facebook teddy(william)
haha.. dun mistaken the rose is a friendship sign as he give out three roses one shot..
but thanks anyway..
that's all.. going to hang out with friends later...
hope will have fun!!
happy delayed valentine!!!