我是巫婆

其实我也可以当一个巫婆，

用我那千年的扫把

往你那虚假的面皮扫去

等到你的面具跌个粉碎

我也可以学着人类

呜呜啊啊得乱喊乱叫

看你那流血不止长满脓包的脸孔

我也可以学着恶魔

歇斯底里的狂笑着

是啊！我鄙视你

我的朋友！

tears in heaven

hey guys~
i'm having exam in coming week.. kindda stress...
So, why is the title tears in heaven??
One day when i was studying this song came out..
n listen to it.. my tears jz roll down...
the soft music the lyrics is jz so meaning..
the image of me n daddy jz came out..
how much he used to love me.. how he pampered me..
jz wanna share this song with u guys.. try to feel this lyrics..

as one of my lyrics told me..
this singer wrote this song for his passed away son~
full of love...
Enjoy~

Tears in Heaven
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cone pizza date~

wah~ AGAIN!! long time no blog!
ok~ today i'm going to introduce one nice restaurant to my dear readers~
THAT IS.... TATATA!!!!!i noe this restaurant through my classmate~ they gave good comment on it~ so i decided to give a try~
there are a new outlet around my college at KOTA DAMANSARA~
once i step in~ it was like WAH! i love the decoration.. there are many picture about Italy~ calm n nice... nice lighting as well~
so... i ordered
1)a set which include
a soft drink, a cone pizza(hot and spicy Chicken)n a mushroom soup for only RM 15.90
u can change ur drink from soft drink to ice lemon tea with extra RM 1.00


2) a pasta name Aglio E Olio

The pasta was impressive~ slightly hot ... but still good for me as i love spicy~
yummy!!! 4 star for this food!!



overall- it was really really good restaurant! must try guys!
they gave me a coupon for two FREE MUSHROOM SOUP... on my nx visit! how sweet right??
and also.. the waiteress there?? GREAT!!
good services! AND also.. they are TAX FREE!! NO service charge as well!!

_________________________________________________________________
After the good experience over there....
I decided to bring my other brunch of friends to try the food as well~
The day was my friend's birthday as well!!!
so I WENT AGAIN on the nx day!!!
this time i wanna try something different~


i order a cone pizza with different flavour!!! (Beef supremo)
wanna to try the consistence of their food~
And it was amazing nice as well!!!
Yummy~~

* and i promise wanna to bring my family to try this restaurant...
__________________________________________________________________
So, during the weekend, i beg my grand ma to follow me to the nearest outlet!
Which is IOI Boleuvard...
this time! i thought it might be different since they are in different outlet!
hurm... N u noe wat? the food was unexpectedly as delicous as the other one!!
haha~


so.. i order a creamy Chicken and a classic chicken peperroni~

the creamy chicken-taste was so so...
the classic chicken peperroni- 3 star for it! was good!

And the most unbelievable thing is!
My grand finish A cone pizza by herself!!!
which i cant!look at how she enjoy the cone pizza~~ yummy~~~ um um~~


p.s. I couldn't believe that i visit to this restaurant THREE times in a WEEK! and i'm not bored of it!!! CONE PIZZA wait for me! I"LL BE BACK!!!



so guys!!!!!!!!! CONE PIZZA is a must to Visit!!!!
hope u enjoy the meal over there~

佛说爱情‏

深夜，寺里一人一佛，佛坐人站。

人：圣明的佛，我是一个已婚之人，我现在狂热地爱上了另一个女人，我真的不知道该怎么办。

佛：你能确定你现在爱上的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人吗？

人：是的。

佛：你离婚，然后娶她。

人：可是我现在的爱人温柔，善良，贤惠，我这样做是否有一点残忍，有一点不道德。

佛：在婚姻中没有爱才是残忍和不道德的，你现在爱上了别人已不爱她了，你这样做是正确的。

人：可是我爱人很爱我，真的很爱我。

佛：那她就是幸福的。

人：我要与她离婚后另娶她人，她应该是很痛苦的又怎么会是幸福的呢？

佛：在婚姻里她还拥有她对你的爱，而你在婚姻中已失去对她的爱，因为你爱上了别人，正谓拥有的就是幸福的，失去的才是痛苦的，所以痛苦的人是你

人：可是我要和她离婚后另娶她人，应该是她失去了我，她应该才是痛苦的。

佛：你错了，你只是她婚姻中真爱的一个具体，当你这个具体不存在的时候，她的真爱会延续到另一个具体，因为她在婚姻中的真爱从没有失去过。所以她才是幸福的而你才是痛苦的。

人：她说过今生只爱我一个，她不会爱上别人的。

佛：这样的话你也说过吗？

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在看你面前香炉里的三根蜡烛，哪根最亮。

人：我真的不知道，好像都是一样的亮。

佛：这三根蜡烛就好比是三个女人，其中一根就是你现在所爱的那个女人，芸芸众生，女人何止千千万，你连这三根蜡烛哪根最亮你都不知道，都不能把你现在爱的人找出来，你为什么又能确定你现在爱的这个女人就是你生命里唯一的最后一个女人呢?

人：我。我。。我。。。

佛：你现在把一根蜡烛拿到你眼前，看看哪根最亮！

人：当然是眼前的这根最亮。

佛：你现在把它放回原处，再看看哪根最亮！

人：我真的还是看不出哪根最亮。

佛：其实你刚拿的那根蜡烛就是好比是你现在爱的那个最后的女人，所谓爱由心 生，当你感觉你爱她时，你用心去看就觉的它最亮，当你把它放回原处，你却找不到到最亮的一点感觉，你这种所谓的最后的唯一的爱只是镜花水月，到头来终究是一场空.

人：哦，我懂了，你并不是要我与我的爱人离婚，你是在点化我。

佛：看破不说破，你去吧。

人：我现在真的知道我爱的是谁了，她就是我现在的爱人。

佛：阿弥陀佛，阿弥陀佛。

my memorable 19th birthday~

wah!! time jz go so so fast!!!

i still remember the previous time i updated my blog about my 18th birthday~~

look bk.. is like jz yesterday! within a year things change...

i grow up...

this would be my last year of teen!!

nx YEAR 20!! no more teen... sound so scary to me!!!!!!!

argh..........

so now... time to tell my dear reader wat happen~~

my 19th birthday..
let me seperate my celebration into three parts

1stly....

from my lovely classmates~~t
hanks guys.. for planning this....even though is mean!

is really really mean!!

can u imagine... ppl bought the cake not to taste it!!
but jz to smash it on my face!!!!!!!!!!!jz some pic about how the 'party' go!!!

then u can imagine!!!!

location:Segi university College
Date: 25th Feb 2010

my third celebration was with my dearest secondary friend~
specially thanks for Camun to plan this place~ was really really wonderful~
and of course thanks to agnes n Danial for joining n for that wonderful dinner~
love u guys so so much~~ muack muacks~~

the location: the apartment in The curve
date: 28th Feb 2010

yummy cupcakes v had~ so beautiful... hee~ us trying to be SS~ hee...but love everyone 'pose'

end of the nite~ we discover this shop~ haha... is in the curve go check it out~ n u will noe wat is this shop about~


* thanks to all my friends..
And also my 3rd sis for buying me a most precious watch in my life~ i'll take good care of it.. dun worry~
i was a bit disappointing this year cause dint get any celebration from my family.. but i'm sure that they remember.. jz not wishing me~ that's was wat cool family do right?
jz trying to convince my self~ and i hope i'm right~
at last THANKS mum for giving my life.. n make me hav a look of this year~
and daddy... i noe u will always bless all of us~ i miss u~
love u always~

WARNING!!! IMPORTANT!! READ

EVERYONE!!!
THIS stupid hacker hacked my hotmail AND MY facebook account~

SO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FACEBOOK N HOTMAIL of MINE is not MINE anymore!!
pls warn ur friends for this~~
pls beware of this e-mail!!

HE/ SHE is the one who hacked me!!!!!!!!
lim_siewteng@hotmail.com
if she added in ur msn blocked her RIGHT NOW!!!

and i have no idea who she is!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(cause as i noe she start adding my friends and tell them that i'm the one who gave her the e-mail!! i swear to god i dint do such stupid stuff!!!)


ARGH!!! i'm getting mad!!!!!!!!!
god... pls give me bk my account~~ dun wan bad things to happen!!! @@

how ppl can get desperate of food....

i wonder wat food is coming... yummy.... food....

food where are u???

i'm tired....... i wan food!!!

WHERE IS MY FOOD..... I'm HUNGRY!!!!

I'm exhausted....... food.................................
finally!!!! FOOD!!!!
yummy food....

the feeling comes again~

hey~
as the title mentioned above....
wat feeling?
erm.. how to express it in words???
Lonely?? nope...
sad?? nope...
i think.. i still prefer the word lonely~

this feeling always come to me whenever I'm alone in the room...
staring at the ceiling~ hugging my bear~ sometimes i even talk to them~
they are the only thing i have~
they are the one who can understand me deeply~
i feel much secure with them~


Human!!! is the word i'll shout if the place i go is crowded!!!
i hate to be surrounded by HUMAN!!!
i hate those human who dint noe how to give way!!!
they only now how to push n wan to be the 1st in all way!!!!
SELFISH!!!
AND i admit i'm one of them!!!!

beside.. i hate HUMAN to be too FLEXIBLE~~
as in emotional flexible~~
they can jz change 360degree in a second!!!!as fast as light's speed!!!!
they can be nice to u now! but once they turn their face... there go the evil!!!!!


Everyone around me will say: Feliz u have a great life.. u have SO many friends~
but deep inside me i noe i dun have a close friend~
Jz a moment ago... my friend(make him to MR.T) ask me~
T:'Hey u seem like something bothering u... u ok?
i smile... :'i'm all right~ i'm cool!" which i noe i'm not!!!
i always do so~ whenever i feel bad about something i tend to keep them to myself~
the only thing i'll do is SILENT~
i feel that the whole world stop at that moment...
i can't hear who is talking beside me..
i can't even feel anything!!!!
i'm jz alone sitting there.... stunt!!

i use to have Friends to come forward n comfort about me~
but now.. at this very moment~
i jz cant find them~


for those who noe me..
u guys should noe i had changed few secondary school..
n i get along with the schoolmate very soon~

as ppl say i'm very sociable~n i am~
since young... i'll nvr be alone.. i'm always the center of the crowd... the attention of everyone!!!
but things change!!!

as i remember my very 1st two closest friend were

Chris n Mag..
yea~ We WERE really close till things change.. which i hav to transfer bk to kl during my F4... n of course v keep contact...
until now... three of us in different college.... different life... different environment~
less contact~ they did visit me during my last sem break...
but i can feel the gap between me n them ... why? may be i'm not staying in MELAKA??
yea i think that is the best reason to comfort myself...

let's go on my friend's list.. NX
Puchong~
Agnes, Carmun, Danial...
yea, We WERE really close too....
Agnes - enroll in KDU.. which not really far from my coll... but still... she is bz with her assignment may be.. which make her no time for contact me ~ n of course she got closer friend to her in Puchong~ so.... NX
Carmun- studying in Tarc... around Petaling Jaya... not really far as well.. bt not really close to me in person~ again.. bz with assignment.. n the close friend~i am so not in the list~NX...
Danial- weirdest man i ever meet in my life...sometime he say is he there.. but mostly he is gone~ no comment~
(p.s i'm not blaming anyone ok~ i'm jz trying to express here~)

go on to my coll-KDU
Chiyin probably...
i'm closest friend to me in KDU~
but now since i'm not in that coll... she is bz with her studies as well...
n of course... with her MR'Right~ hope they will get together soon!!! i pray hard for them~

move on to my life now~ SEGI
closest friend?
Gaya, Eleanor~
as i mention... things change~~
yea... V WERE very 'close'.. but nw?? there is a gap between us...
(*if u guys are reading this... answer this to ur heart!)
u two seems happy together.. n i feel i'm not in the conversation.. n that make me feel apart away from u all~(sound childish la wei!)
but is true~
Gaya- sorry to say that.. but u changed... or may be should say i feel that things change...
i'm sure u feel the same way~ v are seem wearing masks when v talk to each other nw...
SO FAKE~i noe u boshong of something... N ME TOO!!

Eleanor- v memang not much to talk about.. so.. NO comment~


PPL i mention above~
i always keep silent when i bo shong...
cause i noe.. if i speak it out... u all will think that i vry 'small gas'
such a small thing also wan to get angry.....so childish~
i always try to be as mature as i can..
but i'm tired of this!!! i really am!!
n now wat i'm going to do... looking forward.. n will mange my anger n the way i express them~~ BECAUSE!!! i got my secret my weapon behind me....

hope NEW FELIZ coming SOON~~~

LaTeSt FeLiZ

today gonna introduce the latest ME~

with my latest hair style....
THE NERDY FELIZ~~


believe it or not~
this is my fourth time stepping in a saloon in my life!!
since born i nvr spend a single cent on my hair~
cause my mum use to own a saloon when i was a little girl~
so... when i feel like changing my hairstyle.. wat i nd to do is jz bring my mum's scissors n walk to her~ 'Ma, cut my hair pls~'
n there go my FOC hair cut~

recall back the 1st time i walked into a saloon~
i was 15th.. n thanks to my 3rd sister sponsor me to get my 1st haircut~
n now~i prefer to go to saloon since i already grow up~ no more kiddy hairstyle~
haha~~



before n after~
i use to hav a long hair til waist length~


n now~ a short flinch n a shorter hair length~
i hope to hav a bigger change on my hairstyle soon~
either perm them or straighten them~ any idea??

a leo man n a pisces girl

LEO MAN

He likes to comb his hair backward, open his forehead showing a dignify
facial ___expression.
His eyes is sparkle, but slightly showing laziness.
He walks firmly and slowly like a lion, confident and ego proud.
Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person,
but inside he is a strong and secure person.
If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away.
His words always seem normal but mostly imply 'order and demanding'.
He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast.
In a crowd or at work he will act normally,
but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd
and be a center of attention with his words, or his action.

You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over
his family and his friends.
He just waits for that right moment.
Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion..
He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a
looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity.

He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing.
He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side.
He likes people to listen to him.
Even he has such a blunt and bold personality,
he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.

Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy
storm on a summer day.
It will only last a short time, then he will be back
a cheery merry person again.
He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not
put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy.
He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned.
When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly.
He is the leader type that the followers love.

He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well,
except his own mess.
He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability.
You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty.
He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.

You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side.
If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart,
or just broken up with one.
Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends.
He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them.
Leo man can not live without love , because for him Love is a ray of Light.

He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels 'in power'.
He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him.
If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.

When he is broke , he can find money still.
He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes.
He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no
money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you.
He likes first class , first quality of everything.

He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat.
When he works, he is very serious.
When he parties, he can be a party animal.
If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.

He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win.
If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel.
You haveto be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because
your cool stability will control and ease his mood.
If you can not handle or understand him,
your relationship will be like a demolition zone,
a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.

Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion.
You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king.
Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too.
If you want his attention the first time you meet, you
better be astounding attractive.
If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking.
He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.

PISCES WOMAN

She likes to be in a dream world than to be in reality.
She is weak and ensitive when it's come to 'Love'.
She can cry if her best friend is breaking up,
and she can be over excited when her friend gets a new boy
friend who is a good looking and rich even it is nothing concerned her at all.
You might be surprise to see that she is shy just because she is in love.
More or less it will be in Pisces woman.
She loves small animal and gifted in training animals.

She has sixth senses and she can guess what will happen next, it's her nature.
Even she has a good sixth senses, she can not pick or foreseen her own choice of lover.
She can not tell if she meet a sincere guy or a one night stand guy.

She likes to buy and pick her own cloths.
She likes to dress cute and be cute.
Pisces woman tend to be a good looking woman and she has a nice skin.
Her hands and feet are small and soft.
Pisces woman loves to shop for shoes as if she collects them.
She is a hot lady that everyone wants her.
Whether she has a man in her life or not , she will never try to over powered any man.
It's not even in her thought.

She thinks man can handle things better, and she will make her man feel that way.
She is an easy going person, so being with her is easy.
She is a confident woman and likes to make people who stay with her happy.
She knows how to please and how to comfort a man.
If something is wrong, she will try to make other people belief that it's must be because of someone else, not because of her love one.
She will not push her man to be ambition but to make him feel like he should be happy with the way he is now.
She is happy
with you for what you are now.

A Pisces woman , if she has a bad childhood, she will always remember it and
it will make her a very unhappy person.
She will pity herself and feel sorry for herself.
She tends to hurt herself with out knowing it and so vulnerable
to drugs (real drugs or just sleeping pills).
She has many choices and you can never tell which path she going to take.
If you love her , then hold her
tight because she never knows why she did what she did or what she will do
next.

A complex character.
You may think she is a shy innocent type and can not hurt anyone, then you are wrong.
You might think she is a fragile person who needs protection, wrong again.
She has been through a lot, a tough cookie.
She is a dreamer and love the word 'Love', so she is the type who will buy
gift for anyone for any occasion, especially if it is a gift for wedding or
an anniversary even for someone who she does not know so well.

Be very careful if fall in love with Pisces woman.
She can be a total different person before and after.
She can be an angle before and later a witch, but everyone is not perfect, right?
She will be soft and gentle most of the time, so not to worry.
She is emotional and extremely sensitive when
she frequently got hurt.
She is the type who can cry her heart out.

She can have a secret fear inside, when she says she does not need anyone.
She badly needs someone to protect her, but sometimes she can hide that
feeling by being stubborn.
She likes to hide her shyness and her weakness from her enemy.
She does not like to follow any fixed rules.
She can be a good housewife if you know how to handle her..

Many men will ask to marry her because she is a 100% woman.
If she wants to be sweet, she is a real angles.

HERE come the celebration~~

ok as i promise after i 'recover' i will blog up~ so here they are!!!


my Christmas eve

cool~~ n i'm so proud of my self~~ 4 wat?? u will noe soon!!
after whole day helping my mum in the office i finally can get out of the cage n meet up Agnes n Carmun...
i'm so excited cause hav been ages after the last time i meet them up~ miss them so much~~ hee!!
so~
v plan to go Sunway Pyramid n hang out like last year!
but unfortunately Agnes said no more snow spray for this year~
n they wont be so big crowd as last year also!!
erm. sad case!!
v parked our car outside Sunway Pyramid.. (oh!! i forget an important ppl!! TEDDY!! he was our driver of the nite!! haha...)

n walk in to sunway pyramid~ OMG... the 1st word i said is...."HUMAN EVERYWHERE"
is so pack!! so hard to walk around also!!!
so v decided to get our dinner+supper~
most of the restaurant is full~
Agnes suggest Full House at the beginning n v walk there~ u noe wat!
they only serve Christmas set which is RM 89++ per set!! WTH~
so of course v walk off~~

v end out in Papa Rich,

my milo dinousur~~~ yummy
after meal v went to the Night Park of sunway Lagoon~
free entrance~ hee.. walk around...
but dint manage to go for any ride cause kindda many ppl+ not worthy~
expensive!!!

4 of us~~ before entering sunway lagoon~~
reindeer n us~~ nice pic!!!

after sunway lagoon~ v walk out n decided to check out the clubs~
and for me this is the best part of all~
i always wanna try how is the clubs n malaysia since i nvr been one~
v saw cocobanana full of Human~
lining up to enter!!!
all the girls look so Hot~!~ sexy!!!@@

Euphoria(MOS) was our last destination~
v walk right in front of the clubs n v saw the notice board~
-above 21 years old!
omg~ jz break our mood~
so v jz hang around the door considering whether v should step in..
n not sure about the charge as well!!
but then.. thx to teddy~ he walk to the guard n ask~
girl above 18th are allow~~ hoorey!!!!!
when v decided to walk in the security guard suddenly shout at us~
"AH MOI, COME in now is free!!! v gonna close soon!!"
"Are u 18th? COME in!!!"

haha~
three of us pop pop pop walk in the club~
i proudly show my IC~~ i'm 18!!!
haha!!
but unexpectedly when v step in to the club~ only two little dwarf were on the dance floor~
n is so so quiet.. only DJs were 'high'
v browse around the clubs~ ppl look at us like v are freak or something~
may be the way v dress up doesnt look hot enough~
till 11pm+ Human start walking in the dance floor~
n there go us~
v all start our move too~ some girl were really HOT~ dancing~
but then v are nt in that high mood~
cause all those song played by the DJ werent very nice~
n They actually count down at 12.15am~

v stayed till 1am n decided to go~ cause nothing much to make us stay~
TAda~~ that's my celebration for my christmas eve~
simply n COOL~ proudly announce That i'm LEgal to be in CLUBS~~ haha!!


*new year eve coming soon also~ cause kindda rush in time for my meeting~ LATER~

not in mood

something going wrong last.... perhaps this year~~

is new year~~ wat happen to me!!!
suppose to be smiling all the time right???
but so not now!!!
tears rolling in my eyes!
heart beating weird! jz so not me!!!!!
something bordering me badly!

i'm suppose to post about my celebration...
but i think i'll jz postpone it~
cause so not in mood for doing tat~~
but i promise i'll share my wonderful Christmas n New Year eve celebration once i recover!!!
may be tonight.. may be tomorrow~ who knows?

so many things to aim at 2010~~

FELIZ's List To Do In 2010
COMING SOON!!!