my life changing

my life is changing..
some change good.. some change bad...

let us start with the bad one 1st......
~ last time i tot i hav a wonderful life with friend
two weeks ago.. everything turn the other way round...
-college friends dint act the way i tot they was..
i tot i jz nd to be myself.. but then.. the truth told me that i'm wrong...
if one ppl say i'm wrong may be he/she might be wrong..
but if 10 ppl saying i'm wrong.. i think is time for me to change my attitude..
~last time i really think i'm the princess for everyone..
they hav to do wat i say..
they hav to think the way i wan them to be..
overall.. i'm selfish..
~many ppl said that i'm spoil..
and everytime i will admit it.......
'ya i'm spoil.. so wat! if u wan to be with me.. deal with it!'
now.. i think bk.. it sound ridiculous~ terrible~ horrible~
i think that's all....


ok.. i tot the bad one going to be real long.. but then when i start writing it out.. it wasn't..
the good thing is...
i decide to change all the bad thing to good..
i decide to change my self.. my attitude..
but then.. guys.. i really nd time for that..
i hav been like this since 18 years ago..
so.. it might take one day to change.. or may be 1 month.. or even 1 year.. who knows..

but..... everything gonna be fine.. ppl pray for me...